Axl Rose's Daughter

Part 21.

Fuck I didn't miss this feeling. The high is amazing and euphoric but doing it for the first time, even if it's been awhile, makes you very sick for a few minutes.

"Where have you been?" Jax asked as I slid back into the seat.
"Bathroom, I wasn't feeling good" I said to him
"Are you ok now?" He asked looking at me suspiciously.
"Yeah I'm fine" I said with a smile
"Are you sure?" He asked curiously as he stared at my eyes for a moment.
"Babe, I'm fine" I said giving him a kiss. He looked at me for a moment and whispered to Johnny.

"Hey what's wrong with your eyes?" He asked after looking at me for a moment.
"I don't know, what's wrong with them?" I replied
"They're dilated, like really dilated" he said, I shrugged.
"We did molly and mad rails of cocaine, anytime I mix shit they dilate. So what?" Was my response pretending like it was no big deal. HA! No big deal my ass. They weren't stupid, I knew they weren't but you bet I was going to hide what I just did.

"Mmm you sure you didn't take anything else?" He asked me
"Swear on my life" I replied with a smile. You wanna know when shit goes south? It's always when you swear on something that you lied about. It's called Karma and that bitch was knocking at my door.

"Take your shoes off" said Jax
"Are you kidding me? Have you seen how much shit is spilled on this floor?" I replied to him, my heart was starting to pound. They knew, fuck fuck fuck.
"No I'm not kidding Ivy"
"Fuck off" I responded, he bent down to grab my shoe but I kicked him off.
"If you don't trust me then fuck right off" I said getting up and walking away.

"Ivy where are you going?!" Yelled Jax as him and Johnny followed me to the bathroom door as I slammed it in their face. I looked for my only escape and found a small window that I shimmied out of while they banged on the door.

See, here's the thing about addiction, the temptation is always there. It always follows you no matter where you go. Now, here's the thing about being a recovering addict that has relapsed. You will always think that once you go through recovery and withdrawal that you are smarter than whatever it is you chose to try and do after. But guess what, you aren't and it's called relapse no matter how much to deny it. Well I am definitely not smarter than the drug I chose to do and now it has me crawling out of a window running down the street to get away from my husband and best friend to avoid facing the truth. I'm not sure if I was just smacked out of my mind or if I could actually run this fast. I found a small alleyway and decided to hide in it as I saw all three boys run by. Out of breath and laughing someone grabbed me from behind covering my mouth and holding a knife to my throat.
"Don't.scream" they said in my ear as I choked out a tear while he walked me backwards into the darkness.
It was in that moment I knew I fucked up. I was raped, multiple times, by multiple people. The knife used to keep me silent left a 4 inch long surface scratch on my throat that was bleeding, my shirt was torn, I was covered in bruises, and my shorts were pulled back up but left unzipped and unbuttoned.

I must have passed out but when I woke up I was in the hospital. I open my eyes and looks around when a doctor comes in and shines a light in my eye making me turn my head.
"Ma'am? Can you hear me?" He asked as I nodd my head.
"There are some people here who want to see you" he said as I nodded my head again. In walked 2 investigators a man and a women.

"Hi, do you mind if we sit down?" The women asked kindly. I shook my head yes as she sat down.
"My names Emily, and this is my partner Michael. Can you tell us your name?" She asked.
"Ivy Hudson but my maiden name is Rose" I groaned out to them as my voice was scratchy.
"Well Ivy, do you know why you're here?" The man asked as I shook my head yes.
"And why are you here sweetie"
"I was raped" I choked out as tears filled my eyes.
"It's ok, we're here to keep you safe. Do you know who did this to you?" She asked, I shook my head no.
"Can you call my husband" I choked out with tears down my face barely able to speak.
"Yeah sweetie who's your husband?"
"Jackson Hudson can I have a pen" she handed me a pen as I wrote on a piece of paper.
"That's his number, please call him" I said my voice getting worse. She smiled as she got up and walked away as I got asked more questions.

"Jesus Christ Ivy, oh my god" said Jax pulling me from my thoughts running in to give me a hug.
"I'm so sorry" I cried out to him my voice a little better now
"Shhhh it's ok"
"No it's not, I'm so sorry for lying and running away like that. I'm so sorry" I said into his chest as he pulled my face away with his hands to look at me.
"That doesn't even matter anymore, all that matters in that you're safe" he said kissing my head.
"Jesus look at what they did to you" he said running his hand over the bruise on my temple, my busiest eyebrow and lip. He didn't even notice my neck yet but Johnny and Robbie did.
"Fuck Ivy, your neck" they said coming over as I lifted my head for Jax to see.
"Oh my god"
"I assume your her husband?" Asked the doctor as he walked in.
"Yes I am" he said walking over to him. They spoke in the hallway but left the door cracked while the boys and I decided to be nosey and listen.

"So we ran the rape kit on her, which came back positive"
"Ok...."
"But it looks like there was multiple different DNA samples. I need to know just to rule you out, when's the last time you guys were intimate?"
"Last night, we didn't use a condom either"Jax replied looking down
"You said you found multiple different samples of DNA, how many?" He asked as the doctor shook his head.
"5...she has a lot of internal abrasions. We have her on antibiotics for any possible infections and gave her Plan B since no condom was used. I'm very sorry for all of this sir" the doctor said to Jax.
"Thank you" Jax said before rubbing his face and coming in the room with tears in his eyes as he looks at me. Unlike his father he was open when it came to his emotions. He was quiet and reserved but he knew that if he had to let something out to do it.

"You ok man?" Robbie asked him.
"Yeah....I'm alright" he said sniffling his nose and sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Don't cry babe...I'm alright" I said with a half smile as my voice cracked.
"I know baby, I know." He said trying to smile back.
I leaned up out of bed, wincing through the pain.
"Give me your hand" I said to Jax as he handed it to me.
"What are you doing?" he asked me.
"Getting the hell out of here. We got shit to do"
"Ivy you can't leave yet" Johnny said to me
"Watch me" I said limping to the door.
"Hey doc do I need to be here for anything else?" I said yelling across the hall grabbing his attention.
"We wanted to keep you for observation but you have your antibiotics." He responded looking at my chart

"Sweet, I'm out" I said walking back into my room changing into a pair of leggings and a tshirt that Jax brought me.
"Come on let's go" I said limping out of the room leaving the boys behind wondering what just happened.
"You guys coming?" I said looking back at them as they started walking towards me.

As we get to the hospital exit there are media cameras everywhere taking photos of us walking out.
God I can't catch a break.