Axl Rose's Daughter

Part 8.

I guess I fell asleep but when I woke up I wasn't where I was before. As I open my eyes I see all 3 boys staring at me as they surrounded the couch.
"You want to tell us something?" Said Robbie with his arms crossed.
"Judging by the look you're giving me my guess is Jax already told you." I said slowly sitting up.
"Ivy....you're pregnant. How did you not know? And more importantly why did you run like that?" Asked Jackson
"I don't know Jax. Everything physically with me has been fine, nothing has changed. No periods missing, no weight gain, no mood changes. How the hell was I suppose to guess anything was wrong if my body didn't tell me." I said as he sat down.
"Babe you can't run from this you're not just pregnant but you're 6 months pregnant. That is not enough time to plan anything. That also means you were pregnant way before we moved in here."
"Well that cancels me out as daddy" said Johnny as he sat down crossing his leg with a smile.
"You're both out because at that time it was only Jax and I" I said as they both breathed a sigh of relief.
"Not to mention we've being doing drugs and drinking a lot this whole time" he also mentioned. I just drop my head down and get up to walk to my room to lay in bed.

I fell asleep crying but when I woke up everything was wet.
"What the fuck" I said moving my sheets and turning the light on.
"Jesus Christ, Jackson wake up!" I said shaking him.
"What's going on what's wrong" he said sitting up in a panic. I looked down at the blood soaked sheets underneath me.
"Holy shit, Ivy we need to go back to the hospital!" He said pulling me from bed and waking up the boys.
We all piled in the car and made our way to the hospital as Jax sat in the backseat with me.
It wasn't long before we found out that I had lost the baby and was being induced to have a still birth.
"Jax I can't do this!" I said crying into him as the doctor was between my legs
"Ivy you need to push" he said
"Come on babe, you can do it" I took a deep breath and pushed as the small 2 pound lifeless baby was born.
I cried even harder as Jax hovered over me crying while holding me tight.
"I am so sorry for you both...if you don't want to do it I completely understand but did you want to hold your daughter" the doctor asked me as I wiped my eyes and shook my head.
They handed her to me as Jax sat on the edge of the bed next to me leaning on my pillow as we cried together.
"She's so little, this is all my fault" I cried to Jax
"No baby this isn't your fault, we didn't know" he said crying. We heard the door open and saw Slash, Duff, and my dad come in.
When they saw what was going on Slash started crying and pulled his son into his arms as he broke down. My dad and uncle doing the same with me.

"Oh sweetheart I am so sorry" my dad said crying
"I didn't know dad, I had no idea. I'm so sorry" I said into his shoulder.
"Shhhh it's ok Ivy, you had no idea. This isn't you're fault" Duff said rubbing my back. I handed the baby to Jax as he sat next to me with his dad over his shoulder watching as he cried and hugged his fragile small daughter.
"How are you guys even here?" I asked them quietly
"You're a minor still so they called. Once they said what was going on we all rushed over here. You all might have left but we don't love you any less" my dad said. They stayed with us for a few hours before we were released to go home. The car ride was quiet and Jax never left my side. He never stopped holding onto me, kissing me, telling me he loved me, and told me how we would get through this.
"We cleaned up your room for you..." said Johnny as we walked in the house.
"Thank you..." I said walking into my room and staring blankly at my bed before opting to go take a shower.
I spent a few minutes in there before getting out and putting clothes on and going to bed.

"Hey babe...are you alright?" I heard from Jax as he walked in the room.
"No.." I said my voice shaking as tears came down my cheeks. He hopped in bed with me as I turned around and cried in his chest some more. I didn't realize I had fallen asleep till the sun showed through the windows.