Sex, money, and drugs.
When she becomes apart of a band that her brother was in, she slowly begins to realize why exactly she didn't like to fall into a group due to distant association.
The longer she stays, the more she realizes that everything se...
Mount Everest ain't got shit on me Cuz I'm on top of the world
Mount Everest- Labrinth
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I had to kick zayn out last night. Well, not kick him out because he didn't have to leave, but we both had a mutual agreement of him leaving just in case iann popped up.
We're currently at one of the shows and I'm standing in the front row due to me having to be here. I still wasn't sure why that was, but I had a feeling it's something I'll learn along the way.
The soundcheck before this was ok, I honestly zoned out through at least 90% of it though. I was really just staring at the bottom of Harrys chair for a good hour. It took iann physically having to shake me for me to snap out of it, and I still have no clue what I was thinking about then.
And now I've been standing here for a long time, I had no clue how long these concerts were but my legs were already growing tired.
All I've been hearing at least the past two hours is screaming, at this point, I wouldn't be surprised if I went tone-deaf.
I don't understand genuinely how I've been standing through this for so long, I was never a fan of big crowds and from what iann told me on the ride over here they sold out all 25,000 tickets. This means, I was getting smashed between many random bodies and heard many different screams.
Now from the songs I've actually paid attention to harry sing, they're pretty good. But since I knew none of them, it made time feel even slower.
I was leaning my body on the silver fenced railing that blocked off a little bit of space between the stage and the crowded stadium.
I had a mango sucker in my mouth, and one left in my pocket. The one I had in my mouth used to be covered in tajín but the flavoring washed away quickly. I went through at least seven of them, but it was just a way to keep me focused.
I got bumped a few times by the screaming girls next to me, they seemed to be amazed by harry and there was me. I looked really out of place, I was screaming, I wasn't smiling, I wasn't singing along, I didn't have a sign. I looked like I had no interest of being there.
And that was because I didn't.
I couldn't see iann fully, he was too far back on elevated stage. I could see the rest of the guys, but again I wasn't the biggest fan of them. Not because they did something, but because I don't know them and they just seem to have something off about them. And I just couldn't put my finger on what it was.
