Sex, money, and drugs.
When she becomes apart of a band that her brother was in, she slowly begins to realize why exactly she didn't like to fall into a group due to distant association.
The longer she stays, the more she realizes that everything se...
Tw- this chapter gets pretty deep, there's talks about suicide, and drugs. If this makes you uncomfortable in anyway, please skip this chapter.
I love you all and with that being said read on.
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It was like as soon as I shut the room behind me, and I got met with Harry's room door in front of me I felt sick. My hand stayed on the door handle as I stared at his door, my stomach feeling as if it got put through a spin cycle. It felt like I was physically getting pushed away from his room door, and it made nothing better.
As my hand drops from the door handle, I hear muffled crashing from Harry's room. It couldn't have been mine because I would be able to hear it clearly, given I was still standing in front of my door. Which made my heart rate spike because I didn't know whether this scared me, or if it was just my mind straying away from what this really was.
The longer I stared, the more I hesitated. And I didn't want that, so I began mindlessly walking closer to his door. Even with the feeling of getting pushed away, I just kept walking. I had no idea why I felt like I was getting worked up so quickly when nothing had happened.
But it was Instant regret as soon as I got to standing in front of Harry's door.
It all became so abundantly clear at this point, it was so abundantly clear that I should just turn around right now and walk right back into my room like this was never in my mind or intention.
I swear I was hearing muffled yelling through his room door, I couldn't distinctly figure out what it was he was saying but it was clear there was raw emotion in his voice.
Another reason why I should turn around. Emotions have never once been my thing, along with vulnerability which is a state he's in right now. I had jumped at this opportunity without fully thinking through just how badly this could end for the both of us.
