It's hard to know the enemy all the time. They can play games with your head. They can make you feel and do things that aren't wanted. Like jump off a building. Feel suicidal. Or cut yourself with a razor.
People tell me that the enemy is inside my head. They say that he is an enemy. How could he be? He tells me to do the exact opposite of those things. He lets me live.
James is secretly my world and he's slowly fading away.
My mom and brother are worried about me. They think I'm crazy. That's why I have to sit in a psychiatrist every night to find out my "problem." The Psychiatrist diagnosed me with schizophrenia. They put me on some sort of pill to try to make the dreams that I've been having go away.
But I'm not schizophrenic I know I'm not. James is real and they're about to find out.
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Talking With Destiny
RomancePeople think I'm crazy, I think so too. My life is getting hazy, And I think I'm almost through. I'm seeing things that aren't there, Though they are to me. People look and stop and stare, At what only I can see. Life is full of love and fear A...
