this is how i cope || dnf angst

14 - recovery

i think i might make a new book..?

right airpod is still broken 😰🚩

enjoy! <3!

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george pov

i was scrolling through twitter and came across a tweet from sapnap. the tweet said;

hey everyone! so i am going to taking a break for a while to help out someone for a couple weeks. something quick came up and i want to support them all the way through. sorry for inconvenience! i love you guys 🔥

i liked his tweet and turned off my phone. who could it be?

dream pov

i don't know how long ago i had jumped but somehow i made it out.. alive??

i kept my eyes closed and heard beeping noises, otherwise it was dead silent.

i opened my eyes to see a dark room with a green light radiating the room, i turned to see the light and it was a heart monitor. that's when it clicked.. i was in a hospital..

a nurse came into my room and gasped, she then pushed a button and seconds later several doctors surrounded me.

i closed my eyes again hoping it would just all go away and i could die..

time skip 😘

i woke up and looked around again realizing i was in the hospital still. but this time, i had company. sapnap.

he looked up at me with shock and happiness, he then came rushing towards me engulfing me into a loving hug.

when we pulled away he had tears in his eyes.

"sap, please don't cry.." i said. i cleared my throat because my voice was hoarse.

"i didn't want you to go dream.." sapnap said chocking on tears.

"i'm sorry." i said pulling him into another loving hug.

"please don't do that again. you scared me and even your fans, the dream smp members are worried!" sapnap said.

right i never told my fans and my goodbye message on discord, and to too it off my call with George.

"omg, hand me my phone." i said as sapnap handed me my phone. i entered the password and immediately opened discord. my friends had to know i was fine before the fans.

i read the messages and typed a response.

dream
hey everyone, sorry to scare you like that.
failed attempt lol

before i sent the message i handed sapnap my phone to see if it was good enough to send, he shook his head no and deleted the message handing me my phone back

dream
hey, i'm okay everyone. sorry for scaring you guys, things didn't work out as planned

i handed sapnap my phone again for confirmation and again shock his head no, deleting the message and handing me my phone once more.

dream
hello everyone! yes i am alive, sorry to scare you guys like that. ill still be in the hospital for a while hope you guys are keeping the smp alive haha

love  - dream

i handed the phone once more and same thing happened. i started to get annoyed and about to give up.

"don't give up just yet dream, you got this!" sapnap encouraged me.

i started typing again.

dream
hey guys, so sorry to bother you with this message but just wanted to let you guys know i am safe and healthy. i still gonna take a break from the internet to gather myself back up again. love you guys <3