Trigger warning : Self harm! I have put another closer to where the scene is since this chapter has some important things going on and I wouldn't want you to be confused later on. It isn't mentioned much but still if you're triggered by it don't read the whole chapter.
Summer break. I'm enjoying it quite well. It's been relaxing so far. No worrying about school. It's just amazing the perfect break I needed after a stressful year.
I pick up my phone one again checking the time and seeing if I have any notifications. None were there since I apparently don't have friends to blow up my phone. Anyways I was scrolling through TikTok as I received a notification. I looked at it and saw that BLACKPINK were inviting me to go to the mall with them. I said yes. So I dressed up to go with then since I was a mess. I hadn't gotten out of bed yet so it looked like if I had just woken up.
I suddenly received another notification. Thinking it was my friends I picked up my phone. Looking at it I noticed it was Vernon. He had messaged me to tell me that he just landed. I replied and told him that I was excited to spend time with him sometime. He said he was too.
Maybe we'll actually spend time together this time! But I can't get my expectation up too high.
I got changed and went to the mall.
Y/n: So how's your guy's summer break going?
Lisa: So far so good.
Jisoo: Yeah it's been good having a break.
We started chatting and walking around the mall. We got some things and headed to the food court. We all got our seperate food. Then I saw something I never should have....
I stared blankly at the scene in front of me as it played out....
No
This can't be
Why....?
My thoughts were going a mile a minute. I wanted to scream, yell, and cry all at once.
My blood was boiling but my heart was broken....
There he was Vernon
With a blonde girl.
At first I thought nothing just a bit betrayed but just as I was processing why he was there with her. He leaned in to kiss her. HE leaned in not her so there was no mistaking it as a mistake. Before that they seemed really touchy..... Soon the girls saw me starring and they looked at what I was looking at. They all stared in shock. They covered their mouths and look over at me. Tears threatened to spill.....
Why
What did I do wrong?
Jisoo: Hey it's alright we'll get this sorted out
She smiled warmly trying to get my mind off of it so that I can feel better
Lisa: This isn't fair to you we should go there and confront him!
Jennie: We shouldn't escalate the situation but at some point she should and we'll be there to help...!
Rosé: Yeah. Let's just leave for now....
Y/n:......
I got up. I grabbed my drink.
Jennie: Y/n stop..... Don't do it.....
My emotions lifted me out of my seat.
*Splash*
I spilled my drink on him
Vernon: Huh...? Who-
He looked behind him. Horror was etched on his face.
Vernon: Look I'm so sorry. I just-
Y/n: Save it we're done
Vernon: Wait-!
Y/n: Leave me alone
Vernon: Let me explai-
Y/n: Fuck off and leave me alone!
He finally shut up and I left.
The girls dropped me off at home and told Jin what happened. He was also shocked but he was more worried about me. BLACKPINK left.
Jin: Hey Y/n.... You okay want to talk about it....?
Y/n: Please just leave for now.... I need to process this....
Jin: Okay...
He left but turned back.
Jin: Is it okay if I tell the others? They'll be worried if you just disappear out of nowhere and aren't yourself.
Y/n: Yeah...
Jin: Okay.....
He left and after a bit my phone started blowing up.
I looked at the chat and saw that Jin had sent it into the group chat with all of us. I guess he put it there to make sure I can see what he sent and what everyone is saying.
Jin: Y/n and him broke up
Namjoon: What happened?
Jin: He cheated
Hobi: Really? He never seemed like the type guess he changed... I feel so bad for Y/n... Is she okay right now?
Jin: She's in her room 'processing'
Yoongi: We should give her some space for now then...
Taehyung: Yeah I can't believe what she's going through rn....
Jungkook: I'll be there in a few.
Jin: Huh? What do you mean?
Namjoon: Did you mean to send that somewhere else?
Jimin: Respond to us!
Taehyung: Jungkook??
I just read the chat and I'm confused by what Jungkook said but I have more things to think about.
*Trigger Warning: Self harm!*
Vernon......
Maybe I didn't see it correctly... No. The rest of the girls saw it and comforted me. So we all saw the same thing. Ha.... Why now? Life seemed to be going so well.
I turned over on my bed as I thought. I missed him so much for him to just do this.... I wish I would have just broken up with him before this.....
I can defend myself physically but not break up with someone? What type of logic is that.... My parents were right I am weak..... Why am I so weak? Why couldn't I be stronger with a better life.
I would kill to have another life.... Anyway from everyone.... I guess I would miss my friends here but I probably won't even remember them. But maybe I would have a better life..... I would do anything for that.....
I take a pocket knife out of my drawer. I usually use it for art. I am doing this for everything that has happened not for him but for everything I told myself. I folded up my sleeves and was about to cut my wrist.
*Knock knock*
I heard a knock and set the knife down. I was confused on who would be knocking.
A/n:
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