My Bully; J.Jk

Part 9: Mixed Emotions

I was so angry at her. I never did anything to deserve this. Well I mean I did give her a kinda hard time at school. But her life is probably what I always wanted my life to be like. She probably has a loving family that always takes care of her. She even has loving friends and a loving boyfriend.

I have 1 question for my friends. Why? Why would they accept her friendship and let her have a more perfect life? Why? Just why? Is she really that important? Is she really that special that they have to spend more time with her them with the rest of BTS? Whenever she is having a problem they're always there for her.

I am so sick of her. She is probably hiding under a mask. They think that she is so sweet, caring, good, and innocent. When really she is the opposite.

I am going to get revenge.

~~~~~~~~~~~Y/n's POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I hate him! I hate him! I hate him! He actually just spread my personal information around almost the whole school and people are going to tell more people. 

First my parents abused me now this. Ughhh! I sometimes really do hate my life.

What did I do to deserve this!?

Anyways I need to pay attention to class.

                        *At lunch*

I decided to have lunch up on the rooftop. I went to my favorite spot that no one knew about it except my friends. It was calm and quiet. Finally I can have some alone time after this chaos.

Why does he bully me though? Then I heard my name being called out.

???: Y/n!
???: Y/n!
???:Are you there?!
???:Hello!?

I turn around and see my friends.

Y/n: I'm over here!

I yell.

Rose: Oh there you are we have been looking for you all over the school.
Jin: Until I remembered that you are usually here when you need alone time.
Lisa: We just wanted to check up on you. Vernon told us everything. We are so sorry that Jungkook did that.
Y/n: I'm fine and anyways it wasn't your fault so no need to apologize.
Lisa: But you don't deserve to be treated like this especially after how your parents treated you. If you want we can get revenge on him for what he did.
Y/n: It's fine you don't have to do that.
Lisa: But-
Y/n: I slapped him I think that's enough.
Lisa: Ok fine.

                   *A few days later*

Jungkook has been trying to embarrass me but I just brush it off and act as if nothing happened. It made him really mad. I would get beaten up more. Not only by him but more people.

My friends and Vernon tried to be with me 24/7 but they can't always be there. When they're not there I get beaten up by different people.

Then my parents follow me almost everywhere. I am not safe anymore. Neither in school or on the streets.

I spend most of my time at the dorm. I don't know what to do many emotions are rushing through me like a river.

I don't feel safe at all. I spend my time crying. Only when no one can see me. If my friends want to surround me 24/7 then I need someone who has most of their classes with me.

My friends try to support me. I tell them I'm fine. Even though I have so many bruises.

I have waisted so many tears on them when they don't even deserve a bit of attention. I have cried to sad K-Pop songs. I try to lift up my mood by seeing K-Pop Idol's crackhead selves. It works but only for the time being. (A/n: Every K-Pop group is in here except for BTS so just imagine any group you want.)

I have lied to everyone about my state that I am in. I feel helpless. I feel worthless. Maybe I deserve this pain. No! I need to be strong!

Jin: Y/n! Come on you need to eat and then we're going somewhere.
Y/n: Ok I am coming just wait a minute.
Jin: Okay.

I go to the bathroom and wash my face. I wear a hoodie so Jin can't see my bruises. I have feel like I have turned depressed. I have self-esteem problems. I have anxiety. I am such a mess. I need to fix myself before someone notices.

I went downstairs and plastered on a fake smile. I sit down and start eating.

Y/n: So where are we going?
Jin: Somewhere.
Y/n: Please tell me.
Jin: You'll see once we get there.

So that's the end of Part 9: Mixed Emotions. Make sure you vote if you enjoyed and feel free to comment. Thanks for reading. Sorry if this is kinda like a cliff hanger but I will upload Part 10 as soon as possible so you don't stay on a clift hanger for too long. Anyways see you next time I upload and goodbye!