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hey y'all.
long time no see.
i'm still pregnant. i'm so over this shit.
i'm 29 weeks today or seven months. at least i'm in my third trimester tho.
jah told me i waddle when i walk. which i don't.
i don't think i do.
i'm so big. i miss being a fine ass bitch.
i mean i'm still a fine ass bitch but like i miss my old stomach.
don't worry, ima get back snatched when my baby come.
today is jah's dad's birthday. he doesn't wanna go but we're going because we going.
i put on a black drawstring tee dress with a blue jean jacket. ima wear black and white dunks and we're gonna call it a day.
i don't buy maternity clothing. i just upsize the hell out of my clothes. fuck i look like wearing maternity dresses and shit.
i don't wear jeans so i don't worry about that.
"bae you ready" i said from the bathroom in our room.
i know this nigga not sleep.
"jordan!"
"yes babe" he sat up and rubbed his face.
"get up so we can go. hurry up"
"we don't even have to go for real"
"jordan. you father is not gonna be on this earth forever and you're gonna hate it when it gets to late an you never had the chance to build a relationship with him"
he huffed and got out the bed.
ion give a damn bout you being mad.
he brushed his teeth and got ready and stuff.
"reign you ready" he said in a duh tone.
"lose the attitude baby it doesn't look good on you"
"ian got no attitude. don't you hate when i tell you that you got a attitude? don't do that shit to me"
"jordan stop acting a ass. i'm just tryna help you out. and you act like your mom didn't say you had to be there anyway"
we went to the car and went to his mom's house.
when we got there, we got out and walked in.
"reignnn. how you doing" everybody smiled at me.
"i'm doing good thank you"
"wassup jah"
"wassup"
we went in the kitchen and there was his mom, grandma, and dad.
"hey baby" his mom hugged and kissed him.
"wassup ma"
"hi reignnnn"
she is such a happy person. i love her.
"hey how you doin"
"i'm doin good. how's my grand baby in there"
"they're good. been real active"
i looked up a jah and he looked down at me.
i did the boo thing and he did the same.
"hey son" he dad tried to hug him.
instead jah held his hand out for a handshake. this is embarrassing.
his dad shook his hand and nodded.
"hey reign. how you doin"
"i'm doing fine thank you. happy birthday"
"thank you" he walks out the kitchen. that was so awkward.
"umm there's food if y'all hungry"
"bae you hungry"
now nigga you know i'm always hungry.
"yeah"
"alright i'll bring your plate to you"
i went and sat down and shortly after, he came to sit down too.
i just looked at him.
"what babe"
"you could've hugged that man"
"i don't do hugs"
"you literally hugged your mom and then you gave me a hug and it turned into this" i pointed at my big ass stomach.
"maybe he should've done more throughout my life and i could accept him in my life now"
"just try to build something with him"
"okay"
"okay?"
"yes. i'll try"
the even eventually was over and me and jah went home.
i gotta see what ima wear to our gender reveal.
i might just wear white since we gotta be kinda neutral.
i kinda want a boy but i'd be happy either way with a healthy child.
out gender reveal is literally the day after tomorrow.
i'm nervous.
i didn't see myself pregnant. i thought it would be a while before i got pregnant. but damn jah knocked me up and i found out days before my birthday.
i took a shower and everything. me and jah were bouta chill.
then the damn baby wanted to start kicking me hard as hell.
i heard the shit actually starts to hurt when you get in the third trimester.
jah was laying on my stomach. he don't feel that shit?
"you feel that? it hurt"
"no i don't feel nothing"
"i wish dudes could be pregnant. i'm over this shit"
"we having more in the future so you better get used to it"
