𝘈𝘋𝘋𝘐𝘊𝘛𝘌𝘋

45.

𝚁𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚗
𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟺
𝙰𝚝𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊, 𝙶𝚎𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚊

I woke up to some discomfort in my stomach. I felt it when I was getting up for my midnight pee.

Jah still haven't woke up yet. He is off the vent and breathing on his own though.

I've cried for 7 days straight. I haven't seen my baby and I miss her so much, but I'm scared to leave Jah because what if something happens?

I facetime her and stuff, but that's not the same and being with her in person.

When I stood up, the pain got worse. It was pretty dark in the room and I couldn't really see anything. I went to the bathroom an got on the toilet.

When I finally woke up a little bit, I noticed the blood in my underwear. I tried not to panic, but I didn't know what to do.

This didn't happen with True. That's when reality set in. I know this isn't normal and I was probably having a miscarriage.

I've never had one, but I think I would know when I was.

I started the shower and got some clothes out of my bag. I really wish this wasn't happening.

I could lose my fiancé and now losing my baby. This is too much.

I got in the shower and cleaned myself up before getting out and putting clothes on.

I put my clothes in a bag. I'ma just throw it away.

I went back into the room. Everything was still the same. Is shit ever gonna get better?

I tapped on Jessika to wake her up.

"What's wrong, Reign?"

"I'm having a miscarriage," I said faintly.

"Oh my gosh. I'll get a doctor for you."

"Okay."

I looked at Jordan and cried even harder. My whole life is going to shit.

A doctor came in the room and told me to go with her.

I received proper care and was able to go back to Jordan's room.

I sat down beside him.