This part is a whole-ass mess, I swear

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:: imagine Raimonds losing someone close to him

he's all torn up inside, and goes into a depressive state. he can't process anything correctly anymore, as his mind is just all over the place, but a blank at the same time. he never leaves his room, unless he's forced out for any reason. he barely sleeps, and when he does, he has nightmares worse than any he's ever experienced in his whole life. this leads to him screaming in pain and fear and waking up in a cold sweat, his face wet with tears. he's all shaky and terrified, and refuses to sleep - that is, until he passes out a few days later.

his schedule for everything is all fucked up so bad. he's just a new person; all depressive and more prone to crying at the littlest things.

Raimonds is gone. he's never coming back, and no amount of consoling or reassurance that this wasn't his fault will help.




































Anyway, I found a song that I think fits LietBel, but I don't know the name (though, I have a good idea). But here's a part of it that I heard:

S-I-M-P
I want you to worship me
Get down on your knees
You can't even talk to me

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