It has been fully a year. A year without waking up with someone beside my bed, huddled up close to me. A year without someone whispering a good morning to me. A year without giving small tender kisses to fully wake them up. A year without being able to say I love you.
And a full year without him.
I stood up from my bed and went down to my kitchen. Jimin had told me that he got an extra ticket for a concert although I don't know who the hell the artist is since he didn't mentioned it, I just said I'd come along.
As I make breakfast, my mind wander off somewhere. Somewhere where I could see him. Somewhere where there was an "us" between him and I.
Taehyung, Kim Taehyung. He was my beloved.
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For ten years of knowing each other, going from strangers to friends to lovers, it was a delightful time of my life.
He was the most beautiful man that I've ever known, features sculpted and cared for like he was Aphrodite's favourite child. Brown eyes that whenever I look at them, shine like gold in my eyes. Skin tanned with a light shine on it as it reflects the light. He was beyond the word beautiful.
Even if I learned every language in this world, I would still not be able to find the word to describe the beauty that he holds.
He is like the sunset of my life. The most magnificent view that I always look forward to every single day. The warm colours deliberately describing how warm and kind of a person he is.
But the same sunset had dusk down on it's end.
He was no longer the sun to my moon.
I sighed, shaking my head as I took my food from the pan. After me and Taehyung broke up, everything changed. It seems like everyday, it has been raining. Dark, gloomy and dreadful yet in some circumstances, I feel peace from it. Since the rain could cover up the sunset that I had always wanted to look at.
"I hope it rains every single day of my life...... The view would never be the same without you in it." I muttered.
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Rainy weather but in some miracle, the concert is still ongoing. Jimin physically drag me to the line till we wait for our turn. The stadium is huge as expected of Adele and you can tell Jimin hyung is grinning like an idiot by how excited he is.
"This is such a dream! Can't believe I'm setting my foot in this stadiu- OH JUNGKOOK my feet is on here!" Staring at Jimin hyung who kept stepping on the damn floor inside the stadium.
"Yeah yeah cool hyung now let's go inside. People are staring." Pushing him was a pain and a half but here we are, literally in Adele's concert.
