Taekook/KookV Oneshot

Dear Jungkook

Dear Jungkook,

I know you're wondering why I'm giving you a letter instead of coming to your wedding.

You must be disappointed that your childhood friend won't be able to go to the most magical moment in your life.

If I had the courage,

If I could stand there in your wedding without getting hurt,

If I could stop my tears from falling as I watch you and Hyuna say your vows to each other,

Then I would have come.

But I can't.

I'm sorry that I'm such a pain in the ass

I'm sorry that I could only support you till here

I'm sorry that I couldn't be happy at that day

And I'm sorry for loving you.

I love you, not just as a friend but as a person that admires you, cares for you, and want to make you happy.

But I know someone else would have to do my dream.

I'm sorry if I have to confess at this day but if I'm not going to give this letter to you now,

Maybe you will never receive this.

Jungkook-ah I'm going somewhere far away right now.

I want to spend time by myself, reflecting and healing myself.

Who knows when would I come back.

Maybe next year?

Or after?

Or maybe never?

I love you ever since the day I laid my eyes on you.

I admire you the most when we're still kids and I still do so please do me a favour.

All I want you to do is to take care of your soon to be wife and love her with your whole heart.

But most importantly, I want you to live a happy life.

You don't have to worry about me.

As long as your happy, I would try my best to be one too.

I may not be by your side like before but remember

That hyung's heart and soul will always be there with you.

Jungkook-ah, for the last time let me say this,

I love you and I will miss you.

-Kim Taehyung