Dear Diary ,
I've eaten today , more than once, more than twice , I've purged like a fucking pig. It's scary cause i won't eat for a while now. I've had enough to last me a while.
I feel disgusting, I feel like a whale. I need to be more skinny and slim in the waist. My thighs are too big, and my arms are too fat.
But I was in pain it felt like I was getting stabbed in my stomach. I'm ashamed to say I got hungry again, but now it's gone and it'll happen again I just know it will.
All because some one told me "I just noticed i've never seen you eat anything around me" all because I didn't want a stupid fucking burger. A delicious stupid fucking burger.
After I ate I got so disgusted that It all just came back up again. And again. And again.
I'll feel better soon, this will help me be better soon. I'll be fine.
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