SHADOW { YoonMin }

~ Stigma ~

As the sun goes down Yoongi wake up with a fidgety feeling that someone is watching and staring at him that make him flinch a little and also makes his eyes open, immediaetly his heart beat fluctuate and stop for a second at the beautiful perfect sight.

There, right in front of him is a pair of familiar blueberry eyes and meaningful angelic eye smile from the young cute lad that hovering on the top of him waking his senses in a cozy afternoon, he really love the view but his fuzzy and bewildered mind can't stop questioning on what happening around his surrounding.

"Jiminie? W-why are you here?" Yoongi shutterly ask after he regain his shock senses.

"I just want to check and visit you Hyungiee~" Jimin respond with a sweet but also with a sensual voice as he remain staring at him.

"W-what? Why? Do you need something?"

"Yeaah... I I-i need you H-hyungiee~" 

Yoongi freeze, heart beat fast and drop as he felt a tigling sensation run fast through his whole body making him weak even after his long powerful naps.

"W-what do you m-mean Jiminie?" Yoongi stutterd again as the young cute lad slowly lean on him while deeply staring in his eyes, making his flambergast mind totally went out of control.

His body shiver as the young cute lad flinch and flick his eyes to his lips and in a split of seconds a solf pillowy plumb lips touch his own lips, his eyes immediately open wide but without rationally thinking Yoongi quickly respond to the kiss while his hands move on his own pulling Jimin waist closer as they deepen the kiss.

Jimin slowly climb like a cat over his body landing his perfectly peach plump size butt over him as he hold his strong thigh carefully, the kiss last a minutes and when they hardly needed some air, they let go as they passionately looks each other eyes once again, they let each other to breath, slightly panting with a string of saliva still connects their lips, few second later Jimin lean again letting their forehead collied, eye to eye, nose touching and lips almost brushing each other.

Yoongi still cannot process the situation, his body still can't comprehend and unable to believe that they really doing this intimate sweet make-out session in their own dorm coach in the middle of thier living room where his other roommates can easily caught and see them, Yoongi body tremble and shiver when fear of being caugh cross his mind and hit his face hard.

Jimin feels his trembling body and silently ask him "Are you afraid of me Hyungiee...? Because Im afraid of you, afraid of what could this mean and what could this d-do..." Jimin whisper to his ear while biting his ear lobe sexualy as he move his thigh slowly and very erratically over his hips.

"Jimmiiinieee..." Yoongi want to say no, his not afraid of the younger but instantly he moan the young cute lad name instead of denying his accusations because of the surprise sensation he felt as Jimin grind his lower body on the top of his awakening lustful erection. 

Jimin just look down on him with his also lustful half-lidded eyes while biting his plum lower lips, the view gives Yoongi an electric shiver all over again from his head down to his already hardening dick, turning him on even more.

And at that moment Yoongi knows he fuck up, his already going wild and insane as Jimin wispered again something to his ear that makes him lost his already frial and sinful brain "Hyungiee~ make love to me."

Yoongi cannot deny the strong ecstasy anymore, his brain cell lost all the strength to think and acknowledge the consequence that may happen after the delicate work they will do to each other, his body is already on fire, he want to dig in and devour the younger body to the peak of his desire.

The heat and warm sensation immediately emerge to Yoongi as he ran his right hand over Jimin's back, he felt every sexy curve of muscles the younger have "Aahhh... Em'I in heaven already even I'm such a sinner Jiminiee...?"

The younger just caress his face using his cute chubby fingers, Yoongi will definitely make a move but he felt something different, something really hard and painful hit his face.

"O my Ggggg! Hyung you're in the coach and absolutely not going to heaven with your sinful and dirty thoughts! So just wake up in your wild wet dream!" Namjoon slap him hard in the face and loudly shout in his ears make him immediately open his eyes as reality hit him for real.

"W~what? Outch! Fuck you Namjoon~ahh!" His cheek and ears quickly turn red and embarrassment immediately show in his face knowing that Namjoon might hear him moaning, talking dirty as he sleep and the worst part is calling Jimin name.

"No thanks Hyung! But just go to that person who making you this hard, confessed and fuck them already! Okay? Bye!" And just like that Namjoon leave him with a red hand mark print over his face and smirk that platted on the younger handsome face.

"What the hell just happened! Fuck! Even in my naps you keep coming and making me this hard! You're such a dangerous person! Literary living with the saying that 'once you Jim~In you'll definitely cannot Jim~Out easily' gosh I really need a long cold shower!" Yoongi thoughts as he take a long hard deep breath while he lazily lift his body and walk over to his room to take shower in his own bathroom making sure that he lock his door before he properly take care of his still hard dick under his boxer.

A minute later as Yoongi let his naked body shoke in the cold water, his ugly thoughts immediately ran over his already clouded mind, releasing his pent-up and distress feelings, making him angry yet slowly makes his fragile heart ache.

The feeling of being suffocated hit him hard again "what should I do? I'm too scared at this uneasy situation, Its making me depress, its hurting me even more and its going too 'deo gipi, deo gipi, sangcheoman gipeojyeo, doedollil su eopsneun kkaejin yuri jogak gata' but I need do something, I need to plan to get out of this mess, I don't want to fall deeper  and die."

But the "Stigma" the mark of disgrace that associated with a particular circumstance, the quality of his career, his life or him as a person.

Its making him weak, too scared and regretful of losing everything he had begun to build in the industry of his career but the question is, how about his happiness, his peace? Is this still worthy to stay or should he chase after what his soul, mind and body desire.