SHADOW { YoonMin }

~ Suga's Interlude ~

Suran lovely voice break Yoongi in a deep and sinful thoughts when she enter his studio. "Hi Babe! How are you?" Yoongi quickly turn off his phone and immediately turn his gaze to her. "Im good! Just checking social media, how about you?" Yoongi quickly tell a lie as he felt like his been caught doing inappropriate action. "Im good too, wanna grab something to eat? Im hungry after long session of recording!" With whining tone Suran said while walking toward him and sit in his lap, Yoongi immediately hold her waist and tried to focus his attention to her as he speak. "Not really, but yeah sure let's eat! I'll accompany you at the employee Cafeteria" Yoongi immediately said and quickly lift her up still feeling uneasy and anxious with his slightly noticeable erection, Suran quickly glared at him with a questionable face as she felt it too.

Still anxious Yoongi ask her. "What?" Trying his best to look innocent and hide his manhood behind his oversize shirt. "Nothing, you just look different, are you okay? Something bothering you?" Yoongi immediately try his best to cover up and allure Suran so she won't ask anymore. "Nothing bothering me, Im really okay! Im just a little pressured with the production and everything but nothing to worry about, shall we? Your tummy is more important, you need to eat!" Suran just nod and follow him as they walk toward the Cafeteria while talking a little more about their day and work.

Their relationship looks like this, they're sweet and caring with each other but only in a really secured and very private area, like in their own solo Studio or Suran apartment but when they are in public they just looks like a two close workmates, they said I love you to each other here and there secretly but that's all, they don't even had too many romantic moments together, they date but mostly casual dinner or with their workmates and trusted people, watching movie in Suran apartment is the most rare event they do together and mostly of their hangout was just like a friendly night out, they don't even hold hands in public as far as he remember, since they both known public figure, a music artist to be specific, its very crucial for them to be careful and protect their good image.

Yoongi feels like he's still at the bottom of his career and not yet stable or his name was not that recognizable by many, he don't even earn big amount with his music or something that he can brag about, so his really careful toward everything, even he receive some nomination from different music award shows but he never get a chance to take home the winning trophy that he aims for so long.

His aware on his loyal fans and supporter, but still he think that he's not that famous enough even his first mix tape sold a large copy its still not enough for the achievement he wants to achieve, that's why having an open public relationship is a big no to him, luckily Suran agree, understand and support him to stay in private and promise to each other that they keep it until they are settled or already fulfilled their own dreams, so most of the time they talk about work, their company and their music.

Sometimes they become intimate with each other but its always in a very private area, they making out and sleeping in same bed when he stay in Suran apartment but honestly they don't exceed sexual intercourse, cuddling until morning was the most intimate moment they have and when Suran went into the mood he immediately control the situation and stop what they are doing, telling her that its not the right time, making excuses such as he want her to stay pure and wait when they already married and ready to start their own family, which still never cross his mind since his to focus to achieve his own goals in life, but deep down inside him, he knows that its just all excuses because the truth is, he's not totally aroused with her, he was sure that he love Suran and she have a special place in his heart after what happened a years ago, but maybe that's not enough for him to make love to her easily.

His not saying that Suran is not sexy, pretty alluring or something like that, because that's was not the reason at all, Suran is very beautiful, sexy and a head turner, boys or girls may fall for her charm and characteristics.