Heart Broken

First Time Talking

I rember it like it was yesterday i was at my best frined Maria house we were laghing and jokeing like awlays never sad when we were toghter then i get a new kik message.

" hey Lexi you have a kik message" I hear Maria say as i am coming back up to her room

" who is it from and what does it say" I ask her I trust her looking 

" Its from a boy named Alex and he says you cute and he wants to talk" she says I stop in her door way and look at her.

" what someone thinks me Lexi is cute no not true you lying" I say has i still stand there

" would i lie to you about that come on now" she says

I walk over to her take my phone and look at it she takes it and types him back Hi and says awe thanks not so bad yourself i look at her and hit her on the arm. 

" Really nice way to make me seem calm" I say to her.

" she says come on yuo have not dated since James has passed away im just helping you" she says.

" Im just not ready to love or like anyone yet give me time chick" I say to her with tears in mt eyes.

" she hugs me and says i miss him to he was my broter but hes in a better place and this is what he would want you to do" she says.

i take the necklace that was his in my hand and hold it to my chest and look at her 

" I miss him why did he have to go and leave me and you here alone with just each other" I say to her

" she looks at me and says he knew we can live with out him and we can come on lighting up you have a boy who thinks your cute talk to him" she says to me with a sad face 

" fine i will but not because i want to but because i hate when you look at me like that" i say to her 

I take my phone and start to talk to Alex the whole time we were talking he was sweet and funny and I was blushing the whole time and i would not even talk to Maria.

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The next day i wake up and look at my phone like always but this time when i look i have a text from Alex saying good morining bueatiful and i look at it and blush adn type him back good morning.

" Why are you so happy this early i the moring" Maria ask

I look at her " Alex text me this morining sayin ggood morining bueatiful" I say to her as i am smiling like a idiot

that same day i go walking around alone for a few a few and Alex kiks me saying hi i answer and go hey he ask me if he could ask me a queston and i said yea whats up he said i know we have only known each other for a day but i feel like i have known you my whole life i smie adn ask so what are you saying and he say will you be my girlfreind i know long distince sucks but i want to be able to call you mine i smile and say yes.

I call Maria up " Guess what guess wha guess what" i say when she answeres 

" what what what" she ask me all happy and confused 

" me and Alex are dating he just askmme out today" i say to her 

" OMG you lying your so lying you guys only known eac other a day OMG" she says

I laugh  "chick would i lie about this" I say to her 

Then we end the call there i lay in bed and talk to Alex he ask for my Skype name so i gave it to him then he callled me so i answed 

" hey baby" he says to me when i answer

" hey babe" i say back smiling 

" why you so happy cuite" he ask me laughing 

" well you know just saw a funny tv show thats all, why do you thinki im so happhy" i say to him 

" well im guessing the tv thing was sarcasm so it has to be becaus of me" he says smiling 

We talk for a few laughing smiling and just telling each othere things no one knows about us then he ask me about James neaklace and I look down adn start to cry 

" whats wrong baby i just asked about the necklace that your holding so colse to your chest"  he says

" its its its its..... my ex boyfriends who passed away a month ago he was wearing and and everyon ehtought i should get it i never take it off i miss him alot" I sa ylooking at him scared he would leave me righ tthen and there because of all that.

" awe baby im so sorry im here for you know matter what ok rember that please" He says to me 

I look at the screen and smile " ok ill rember that thank you so much babe" i say to him wait whiping the tears away

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A week later we are talking and he ask me if i wanted to skype and i say yes i call him and he answer.

" hey" i say to him

" hey baby you okay you sound sad" he ask me

" yeah just tired thats all" i say to him even though i was just crying not long ago i just did not wan tot tell him

" ok just seeing i dont want my baby sad" he says to me

" yeah just tireed long day at school today" i say to him

" ok good" he says

" so im moving to connecticut near the end of feburay" I say to him

" awe baby im sorry that must suck" he says

" not really not my first time there i will see all my old friemds i cant wait" i say

" Well ok then" he says

" i got to go i have homework and i need to start cleaning my romm sorry bye i loved you" i say to him

" oh ok bye i love you to baby" he says

I sit in my bed and look at the celing omg i just told him i loved him what did i do its over i see it now he hates e now he said it back but that means nothing. it had to of ment nothing becaus eonly one boy i dated ment it whe n i=he said it and hes no longer here what did i do i ruined it all.

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Authers note 

this is my first story i hope you guys like it please comment what you think an dtell me what you thinkwill happen when Hunter comes into the pitcher  thank you andno mean comments please