Heart Broken

One month together

I wake up happy and smiling i grap my phone to see  that i got a kik mesagge saying happy one month baby omg we made it this far we can keep it going i laugh and smile and type back happy one month i love you and im glad we made it this far i hope we can make it longer can you skype i ask him and he says yeah give me sa few then ill call.

A few minets longer then he calles me and i answer it all happy and everthing.

" hey baby girl" He says

" hey babe" i say back 

" what you up to" he ask me 

" just laying in bed thinking about you and how happy i am wit you i say back.

" awe baby so sweet" he says back 

" what you up to" i ask him 

" nothing much just sitting here talking to the besr girl ever" he say to me 

" hold up Maria is calling me need to take it be right back" i say 

" hey what do you want im skyping Alex" i say to her

" i was seeing if yu can spend the night tonight im bored" she says to me

" yeah let me ask mom and ill let you know ok chick talk to you later" i say 

" ok bye" she says 

" Im back sorry about that seeing if i can spend the nigh like always" i say to him 

" its ok shes your best friend im pretty sure shes the one who helped you with me" he says

" so one month together an di still feel like we just statred talking"i say to him 

" I know right i fall in love all over again when ever we talk an dfind a new reasin to  every day" he says to me

I blush " awe babe theres not that much to love about me im just a person" i say to him 

"  Hey baby i have to go my family is going out for a few ill kik you ok" he says

" oh ok have fun" i say then i hang up skype 

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That night i am sitting on Maria's bed looking at my phone thinking about why Alex still have not talked to e since we got off skype he said he would kik me what di di do what did i say to make him not talk to me. I sit there thinking then i get a kik hey sorry baby i was hagning out with my friend from school she ask me to and i said yes. I look at my phon eadn sa so you were with a girl and did not talk to me um no you dont do that what did you guys do why did you not talk were you busy with her and not rembering you had a girlfriend.He answed back and said no i just dont like talking to people when i am hanging out with a friend why are you making it a big deal there is no need to i say yes there is i was cheated on so i have trust issues therer happy i told you somthing no one knowes about me i got to go im with maria and we are busy bye.

I layed down my head that night and could not help but htink about what happened just a few hours ago what did i do why did i fip out like that it snot my fault i have trust issues is it no no its  not my fault.

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The next day he kiks me and ask to talk i say sure what is it is it that your leaving me for that girl becaus eyou think shes better is it that your leaving me because of trust issues tell me now so i get just get it out my head he said m not leaveing you i want to say sorry for not talking to you. I look at my phone sure sorry for being a dushbag and not talkimg to yuou girlfriend ON your ONE MONTH!!!!! he said he could tell i was made and felt bad wanted to maekit up to  me so i told him have fun doing that not going to beb easy because you made a big mistake.

" hey Maria can we go to the Andrew and Noahs baseball game today im in the mood to watch them play andi need to see my brothers" i ask her as we walk to mikes corner store thats not from her house or the ball field that the boys were playing at.

" yeah thats fine lets get our monsters a some snaks and we will wak over now they might be there gettin gready so lets go" she says to me

" thanks your the best" i say to her

" she said ok whats going on what did i do or who hurt you" she  ask she knew me to well]

" well lets say Alex was with a girl yesterday when he was not talking and we got in a fight ok" i say to her 

" oh ok make senes lets get to the field before the boys start to play" she says 

" ok" i say 

I sit there in the grass an dout of no were i feel someone hug me from behind i turn around to see Noah sitting there and i hug him. 

" Maria told me to come over here whats going on sis who do i need to kill" he said and there goes one of my best guy friends Noah lets just say dont hurt me or you will deal with him and Andrew

" Alex is being a dushbag and i went off and he is still not talking to me" i say to him 

" well then you need a big brother hug from Andrew" he says 

"ANDREW GET OVER HERE" he yells 

" Whats going on Noah why you call me" he says

" give Lexi a hug she needs one" he said 

So he hug me picks me up and spun me around like he always does he never cared if people thought we were dating or if his girlfried saw when he haqd one he still huged me like that every time he saw me.

The game was startin gso i told the boys good luck an dwent an dsat in the grass to watch the game with Maria.

" i cant belive the boys are winning this game they have been losing almost every game" i sa wail laughing

" i know right i want to know what couch said to them today" she said laughing too

" i bet he told  them if they win they get ice cream" i say dying of laughter

" most likely" she say 

The game ends and the boys come off the field and like always Andrew gave me a big hug soun me around as i told him he was gross sweate and needed a shower he loved me still no matte what Noah on the other hand just alway tickled me.

There you have my two best guy friends that i dont know how i would live with out htem in my life no matter how much of a pain they can be.