Out Of My League

Dream town

I open my eyes.
"I'ts been six years Lia you promised!You let me down.I believed in you my little angel why ?"He was behind me but  I knew exactly who it was I run up to him and hug him.I missed this feeling,being in his arms again felt nice after all he was no longer with me.

"I'm sorry dad but I miss you! life has gotten harder and your not there to help. why did you do it?"
"hey look on the bright side I'm alive in your heart"he says as he points towards my heart.
"but your not real."I began to tear up as the last time I saw him I was ten.
"hey hey don't cry I'm as real as you want me to be"I smile as I let those words sink in.
"so your more real than anyone has ever been"I begin breaking down in tears as I remember he didn't fail me I failed myself.

His fingers thread across my cheeks, shushing softly, watching the tears tumble down. His eyes guiding and inhaling my face,swelled with love and affection. His other hand clutching on my back, tugging me closer in his embrace, allowing the warmth to ease my shaky limbs from the hiccuping cries. 
"it's time for you to leave you have school right?"
 "Please... Don't go"I holler
"I know, but it's time"His body slowly slipping away, his hands desperately clutching onto me with sadness clouding his face.

 "You can't... I need you! Please, stay... I can't keep going"
 "Shhhh, I know, but it's almost time for you to wake up, okay? We'll see each other soon, in another life or another dream. I'll be waiting for you," he whispers, tucking my head in the crook of his neck, while my hands reaching out to feel his warm touch... But the moment our fingertips trace each other, it instantly turns into mist.
 "I love you..." A heartbreaking wince slips his lips...
"as long as you see it, its real"

I wake up in tears and notice I was still high so I put some designer sunglasses on to hide my bloodshot eyes with a hoodie and jeans.I throw my hair into a messy bun and cry again.I leave the house remembering his words ~I'm as real as you want me to be~~as long as you see it, its real~~I'll be waiting for you~ My heart instantly breaks and I found myself crying in a science room.

"Lia? are you okay? are you ok with being in here?"I shake my head and he lets me leave.I walk to the end of the English corridor and up the stairs.Tears still streaming from my cracked hazel eyes.I gaze out of the window being sure to not disturb maths lessons.

the next lesson was maths so I stay on the corridor I was in.Lesson period was over and everyone heads to there next lesson.I walk into the classroom to be greeted with a high expected look.The next thing I know is my head hits the desk and all I see is black.