overall, im extremely apologetic.
there are so many things that aren't even my fault, but ill apologize.
so, im sorry. im sorry for always saying sorry.
im sorry i wasn't the ideal lover.
im sorry im not the ideal daughter.
and im so sorry for not being there for you.
my bestfriend. you've died, because i was too blind to understand the pain you were going through.
you didn't physically die, but mentally, you are not the same. not one bit.
i feel as if its my fault.
so, im sorry. im so fucking sorry.
im the reason you'd lost hope in humanity, and the reason you cannot depend on others.
i am truly a mess, and not a pretty one.
you probably fucking hate me.
im sorry
im sorry
im sorry
i love you.
