I won't lie to you guys , summer has been shit.
Crying myself into slumber, every single night.
I honestly lost my sparkle , I stopped putting up a fight.
I've given up on my attempts to be happy, as they are in vein.
My attempts on other things don't seem to be succesful if you know what I mean.
I wonder, what it would take.
To go back and time , when I was honestly fake.
It hurts , knowing I don't have a place I can call home. It's painful.
Some things cannot be changed.
I am so drained, I'm trapped inside this dome of anger and fear.
Please tell me when it'll come to an end ....