akron ohio .
you can consider it what you want , but for me it's my new home .
coming from a small town to a city like akron is intimidating.
i feel like nobody cares . and i ruined that .
why am i still here ?
i don't mean to be a horrible person ,
it just happens .
in the back of my mind i'm doing the right thing .
but deep down i sicken myself ,
every inch . i flinch when looking in the mirror .
i'm a bad person and the only thing i can possibly think is
why me why me why me why me WHY me why ME why me WHY ME why Me WHY ME WHY ME ?!
i don't give a fuck .
goodbye