Our Defeat is not Certain (Miche ZachariasXFemReader)

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*Years later...*

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You weren't supposed to be here. But you had convinced Erwin to let you come along, you had convinced Miche to let you come along.

You had your own duty of helping Levi watch over Eren but you had this feeling. Everyone called you crazy, told you that you were just being paranoid.

Nanaba told you that you needed to let go of this obsession with Miche... But it wasn't an obsession? He was your best friend-- you love him.

It wasn't about him.. (right?)

Something just wasn't right. And you were always taught to listen to your gut. That's why you needed to go back!

Nanaba yelled after you as you turned your horse. But she and everyone else kept going forward. They followed after Miche's command-- you couldn't.

Something told you to quickly turn back. Go after him.. Or you'd never see him again. He'd never know how you really felt..

Sure, he'd be angry once he saw you, but you didn't have to listen to him.. He technically wasn't your squad leader. You were your own.. You were A Lieutenant and could technically break his orders.

You snapped your horse's reins and leaned forward. hoping that it would make Lillian, your horse, go faster.

Though she was pushing herself already. She knew your ques and everyone always commented on how it seemed like you both shared a brain. But the way her eyes rapidly started going back and forth the closer you got.

she was scared..

Scared like you now were.

She had faced you in the direction of a hairy abnormal that picked up Miche's horse and launch it at an abandoned house.

You saw a small but large figure in the distance. It was Miche!

His horses crushed body slammed into the roof and caused him to fall into a smaller titan's hands. With your heartbeat in your ears, and your breath caught in your throat.

You lifted yourself off of Lillians saddle. Body shaking as you stood up on your saddle and readied your gear and blades.

The loud humming shot off by your ear as you flew towards him. You somehow made it before the titan could place Miche into its mouth and chomp down on his legs--

You weren't sure how you got this good. But you've always been fast.

It was as if time itself stood still for you. Everything in the world slowed-- everything except your own body.

You were able to hook your gear onto the nearest tree. Using all your strength in your legs and core. You  launched yourself up to cut the titan's nape.

The warmth from the Titan steam and blood made your body feel like it was on fire. But it only lasted a few seconds before the actual lingering pain of rolling onto the ground set in.

But you needed to move fast. There were still titans around! Why weren't they moving?!

You crawled over to Miche, he was laying on his back staring wide-eyed at the sky.

He saw the women he admired looking down at him. Your lips were moving but all he could hear was the ringing in his ears. He could see your hands roaming his body, checking for you injuries. He couldn't feel a thing. The shock had made his body numb.

Miche couldn't help but think. 'Im dead, that titan ate me didn't it. strange it didn't hurt... Y/N I knew you were my angel... wait dose that mean you died too?... No that can't be, I ordered you to go with the others. You can't be dead or the angel who meets me after death.. if you were you wouldn't look so scared .... Why are you here?!'