|Feelings...|Aizawa x Reader|

~\\Staying where?//〜

TW⚠️//body dysmorphia//⚠️cutting//
"You're...staying with present mic. He's the only one who we can actually trust you with" Hawks rubbed his neck, putting his other hand in his pocket.
"Is it because I'm homeless?" I asked, not being in the right mindset.
"No, it's because your house burned down, yes it is because you're homeless" He laughed at me.
"Anyways, I'm here to escort you there" I nodded once, not really saying anything.
The whole walk there was silent. When we arrived, hawks immediately before I could thank him. I stood there on the doorstep about to knock when the door opened.
"Y/N!" Present Mic beamed, smiling like crazy.
"Hey present m-" before I could finish my sentence, he pulled me inside.
"Make yourself at home, darlin! Your room will be the third room, on the right, down the hallway." He smiled and for some reason it was comforting.
I slightly bowed, "Thank you present mic for letting me stay with you" I stood up right afterwards.
"It's no problem, y/n. Go settle in" He walked into the kitchen and I left to go look at my room.

As soon as I walked in the room, I was hit with a smell of lemon and lavender. The walls were painted yellow, the ceiling had star paintings on it with led lights and cotton as clouds covering it. I walked in, looking around to see a giant bed and a giant walk in closet. I even had my own bathroom. I looked inside the closet to see shoes, outfits, and jackets. I walked out the room and into the kitchen.
"Is the room with the yellow walls, star paintings, and clouds, mine?" I ask, leaning against the bar countertop.
"Is your name y/n?" He asked, smiling.
"Um- yeah?" I raise an eyebrow.
"There's your answer" He laughed at me.
"Oh- thank you so much, also, I'm not hungry, so I'm probably not gonna eat dinner" I smiled, not wanting him to waste food on me.
I'm getting chubby anyways. I ran back to my room before he could say anything. I opened a door that was on the opposite side of the dresser and it was a bathroom. I ran in the closet, got out some black shorts and a tank top, ran back into the bathroom and closed the door. I took off my shirt, looking in the mirror and noticed how chubby I was. I poked and squeezed the meat, wishing to get rid of it. I then looked at my face. I didn't like the way I looked. I'm ugly. I want to change that so bad. I put on my shorts and tank top, walking out the bathroom. I grabbed my sneakers and put them on. I then left my room, standing in the hallway.
"Present Mic!" I called out to him.
"Yes y/n?" He responded from a different room.
I followed his voice to find his room.
"Do you know where a gym is?" I asked, leaning against the doorframe.
"There's one down the street, I can take you! Maybe we can work out together?" He asked.
"Sure, why not, I'll be outside!" I said, starting to walk off.
I walked outside, sitting on the porch while waiting. I watched cars and people pass, when present mic walked out the door.
"Ready present mic?" I asked, standing up.
"Ready! Also, you can just call me Hizashi or Yamada." He said, twirling his keys around his finger.
"Alright, Hizashi, let's go!" I exclaimed as he unlocked his car.
I got in the backseat, always being used to having to, when he raised an eyebrow.
"Why aren't you sitting up here Y/n?" He asked, turning around.
"Oh sorry, it's a habit." I said getting out and getting back in on the passenger side.
"There's nothing to be sorry about." He said, smiling.
He backed out the driveway, starting to drive down the street. I noticed that there was a car following us but it could've just been coincidence so I ignored it. When we arrived the car pulled up next to us. Me and present mic got out the car. He carried a water bottle and a towel meanwhile I just had a towel.
"Wait Y/n, I invited someone, can we wait for them?" Hizashi said as we walk up to the door.
"Sure, I don't mind" I said turning around.
The door to the suspicious car opened as Aizawa stepped out of it.
"Never mind, they're here." He said, as Aizawa walked up to us.
God he looked hot.
"I'll meet you in there" I quickly said, waving to present mic.
Before he answered, I opened the door and walked in.
I stood at the front desk waiting for Hizashi. Shortly after I got there, he and Aizawa walked in. Hizashi talked to the person behind the desk, meanwhile, Aizawa stared at me and I stared back. We were having an staring contest. I couldn't hold my eyes open much longer..it was getting to me..my breathing got ragged. He blinked!
"Ha you blinked! I win! Loser!" I taunted him as he chuckled.
"Alright, here Y/n" Hizashi had turned around and handed me a card.
"Now you can come work out whenever you want!" He said, smiling like his usual self.
I smiled so hard and hugged Hizashi.
"Thank you present mic- I mean Hizashi!" I let him go as he smiled.
"I'm going to head off now" I said starting to skip away.
He nodded. I ran to the treadmill, setting my towel on the handle. I tend to get very sweaty during work outs. I climbed onto the treadmill, putting it on low at first. As I started walking I noticed that Aizawa had made his way over here with Hizashi. I pretended that they weren't there for the sake of my focus. I turned it up higher, starting to jog. I looked over to see Hizashi going the same speed as me, as he just got on a treadmill. Aizawa was gone, or so I thought. I turned my head the other way and he was on the other treadmill beside me.
"Is this the fastest you can go?" He asked taunting me.
"Is this a challenge?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Maybe it is" he said raising his speed.
Fine then, so be it. I turned the speed up higher than his. I looked over to see Hizashi struggling on keep up.
"Don't worry about how fast we're going, just do you best" I said smiling at him.
"Thanks Y/n!" He said wiping his forehead with his hand.
I started to get sweaty, sweat dripping from the tip of my nose and chin onto the treadmill. I looked over at Aizawa, him going slower than me. I decided to start sprinting instead, my highest being 10 mph. I slowed it down, grabbing my towel and wiping my face.
"Alright, I'm done." I say, stopping the machine altogether and getting off.
Present mic gave me a thumbs up, already on the floor.
I walked over the the weights, picking up a 25 pound one. I walked over to an empty space, spacing out my hands on the weight. I held the weight out in front of me, starting to do squats. I did a good 2 sets of 20 before looking over at Hizashi doing benchpresses with Aizawa. I smiled to my self. I continued to do 3 more sets before stopping. I walked over to the punching bags where I worked on my high kicks and punches until Hizashi called my name.
"Y/n! Wanna come bench press? I'll spot" He said, patting the bench.
"Sure, I want 25 on both sides." I said as I finished up.
I walked over the the bench, help Hizashi take the weights off and put them on. I laid back onto the bench, gripping the bar.
"Ready?" I asked him
"Yup, ready when you are" He looked down at me,
I gripped the bar, pushing up to bring it off the rests and brought it to my chest. I slowly and steadily brought it up again, not locking out my arms and bringing it back down to my chest while Hizashi made sure it didn't fall. I did about 24 before I lifted it back up and brought it backwards to put it on the rest as Hizashi made sure it didn't miss the rest. I stood up and started to put the weights back.
"Thanks Hizashi" I said, rubbing my hands together.
"No problem, y/n" he smiled like he always did.
"Aizawa, we're leaving!" Hizashi called after Aizawa as I grabbed my towel and wiped myself down.
"I'll be in the car!" I yelled as I walked out the door, opening the car door and sitting in the car.
A couple of minutes later, Aizawa got in his car and Hizashi got in his. I closed the door and put my seatbelt on.
"Don't you own a podcast or radio station Hizashi?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I do, maybe one day you'll be able to do it with me" He said as he backed out his parking spot and started driving home.
"Sounds cool" I said.
The whole car ride was silent except for the background music. When we pulled up to the house, we both got out and Aizawa's car pulled up.
"Forgot to mention, Aizawa will be spending the night here with us" He nervously laughed.
"Alright, wanna watch a movie later?" I ask, about to head inside.
"Sure, 9 o' clock sound good?" He asked, turning to face me.
"Perfect" I said, smiling.
I headed inside and looked through the kitchen drawers.
"Does he have box cutters?" I wondered as I found a pair.
I ran off into Hizashi's room and into his closet. I rummaged through it and found his sweatshirt. Mine now hoe. I ran into my room as not to be spotted by the two people. I took off my gym clothes, leaving them on the floor. I started cutting myself with the box cutters on my ankles and my stomach then my thighs. I tossed the box cutters in my closet, dried up the blood, then put on the hoodie. I checked the time and it was about 8:54 pm. I ran out the room and slid into the living room. Hizashi was laying on aizawa.
"Oh hey y/n!" Hizashi said as I walk to the couch.
"Hiya" I said innocently as I plopped on present mic making Aizawa groan.
We turned on a movie. I was too tired to process the movie and so I fell asleep with my face buried into Hizashi's chest, my arms wrapped around him.
At the end of the movie, I felt someone pick me up and carry me somewhere, I could only assume that place was my room. The person pulled back the covers, gently laid me down, covered me with the covers, and kissed my head. They whispered good night and I grabbed onto their shirt.
"Stay.." I said, only being half awake from a nightmare I had.
I barely managed to say stay the first time. The person climbed into bed with me as I wrapped my arms around them and buried my head into their chest. I fell asleep within minutes.