꧁WHAT THE FUUUCK?!꧂

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"Y/N!" I need heard someone calling and I saw the light.. I opened and was blinded by the sunlight.
"Goddamit Y/N, why are you such a heavy sleeper?" I heard someone said, it sounded like Hizashi.
I rubbed my eyes and met eyes with Hizashi. I sat up from the rooftop. I rubbed my neck. 'So it was a dream...but it seemed so..real. What's up with my dream though, I've never seen this guy before..' I was interrupted as hizashi noticed my face changed during my thinking.
"Y/N, are you okay? Do you wanna talk?" He sat beside me concerned.
"Oh um, I was just thinking, I'm fine." I continued staring into nothing.
"Y/N look me in the eyes and tell me you're fine." He sternly said which disturbed me.
I turned to face him.
"I'm fine, hizashi." I softly said.
He wore a face of disbelief.
"I said I'm fine." I got up and turned to stomp off the rooftop.
Before I could stomp off hizashi got up and ran after me, then he hugged me from behind.
"Y/N, you can always tell me if somethings wrong.." He said softly.
"I know." I broke free from his grasp and jumped off the roof.
I used my wind manipulation to carry me down. I walked in my house to see an expecting Aizawa on my couch. I sighed and crossed my arms as I tossed my hips to the side giving him a little bit of attitude.
"What is it now? I know that face." I stared at him, I could see he was annoyed by the attitude.
"First off, chill out with the attitude, I can break those hips in 10 seconds and you very well know that, secondly, where the hell were you yesterday? I didn't even see you after you closed yourself in your room and I walked into your room and you weren't there, and last but not least, you look hot." He smirked at the end but tried to keep a straight face.
I ignored him and started to walk into my room. Aizawa pinned me to the wall.
"I think I asked some questions, it'd be rude not to answer me." He directly starred into my soul.
"If you wanna know so bad, I went training, came back and barricaded myself in my room, left again and sat on the rooftops, then here we are." I smiled as I made my smart ass remark and left to go to my room. I sat on my bed for a moment then got up to close the door.
After I closed the door, I saw Aizawa in the corner of the room? "WHAT THE FUCK!" I screamed as I tripped over fucking AIR as I tried to get back out the door.
"Chill it's just me." He said trying not to laugh.
"THATS THE FUCKING PROBLEM, YOU WERE JUST OUT THERE" I pointed out the door.
"Jesus fucking christ, you can't do that.." I sighed as I pinched the bridge of my nose.
"Please get out my room." I sighed even more.
He left and i closed the door. I grabbed my laptop, dropped out of UA, turned on deep end by Fousheé because I want to get in my feels. I sang along with it,
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
Had to come and flip the script
Had a big bone to pick
Got the short end of sticks, so we made a fire with it
Let it burn to a crisp, now that's a sure fire flip
She's a boss, she's a bitch
I'll take that as a compliment
I see em moving real low, but leave em on a high note
Always lead with love
Mama raised me thorough
They better wake up, on the way up
You ain't finna play her
Hizashi walked in the door but I had my headphones on.
My body started acting on its own and starting flowing with the music
Shawty gon' get that paper
Shawty tongue rip like razor
Shawty got wit, got flavor
Pardon my tits and makeup
Uh
Uh
Pay her
Dribble then hit that lay up
Shawty ain't with them games, yeah
Shawty gon' get that paper, pay her
Hizashi closed the door and got on the floor so I couldn't see him, he proceeded to lay on the floor to continue listening.
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give, give me
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give, give me
Please proceed to light this bitch up
Life ain't fair, you fight for your cut
Think I spy your eye on my bucks
Great, look, now the lion woke up
You eying my shit, inquiring shit
Live for the minor event, I finally slip
Built on the bodies of men, nobody winning
Contain what I'm bottling in just benefits them
I was starting to get really into it. I stood up and went to the bathroom and looked into the mirror as I started dancing.
Shawty gon' get that paper
Shawty tongue rip like razor
Shawty got wit, got flavor
Pardon my tits and makeup
I pushed up my tits and pretended I was brushing my cheeks with blush.
Uh
Uh
I popped my chest out twice
Pay her
I acted like I was fanning money then I imitated someone throwing money.
Dribble then hit that lay up
Shawty ain't with them games
Yeah
Shawty gon' get that paper
Pay her
For the last parts I decided to add a couple of random dance moves and I'm not gonna lie, I was owning this shit.
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give, give me
I turned to go back to my bed to get into my feels but I turned back around because I wanted to sing and stare at myself.
I started singing Michelle by Sir Chloe
Walk in the room
Take off your coat
You look so nice
I've been so cold
You wanna be my special one
I cannot breathe
Please just go home
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
I stared at myself in the mirror like I was singing to myself because I meant it towards myself.
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
Paint your lips that way
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
Michelle
Michelle
Walk in the room
Watching you smoke
I'm such a fool
Take off your coat
You know just how to be cruel
When you shake your hips that way
I don't care what you say
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from Hell
Michelle
Michelle
You are a monster from...
I stared at myself in the mirror on the verge of crying. I wiped my eyes and sighed. I walked over to my bed and plopped on it.
I started singing Senbonzakura by Lizz Robinett
With a bold and sudden calling
Western Revolution's starting
Let our hearts be open to it pacifist nation
Riding on a penny-farthing, It's the flag of our sun rising
Warding evil spirits like an ICBM
On the train tracks, running along the line
Let us move forward, don't look behind
Boys and girls becoming like samurai
Just like those from our previous life
Thousands of cherry blossoms dwindling in the light
Though I can't hear your voice, keep what I say in mind
This bouquet that surrounds
Is iron poison, see?
Looking down at us from that big guillotine
Darkness has just engulfed the universe we know
The lament that you sing can't reach ears anymore
We are still far away from reaching clear blue skies
Go ahead, keep shooting, with that ray gun, fight!
I sat there in silence remembering the first time I sang it and I wanted to punch something, my hands started shaking and I curled up
Veterans who've trained through struggles are now officers in battle
Here and there, we see the harlots in procession
This one, that one, doesn't matter, every single person gathers
March on to our saintly deaths now!
1, 2, 3, 4
Passing through the gates on the mountain peaks
Escaping this world, kill all the evil fiends
Surely this will end in a denouement
Among the crowds giving their applause
Thousands of cherry blossoms dwindling in the light
Though I can't hear your voice, keep what I say in mind
This bouquet that surrounds
Is iron poison, see?
Looking down at us from that big guillotine
Darkness has just engulfed the universe we know
The lament that you sing can't reach ears anymore
We are still far away from reaching peaks of hope
Go ahead, keep shooting, use the flashing bolt!
On the train tracks, running along the line
Let us move forward, don't look behind
Boys and girls becoming like samurai
Just like those from our previous life
Thousands of cherry blossoms dwindling in the light
Though I can't hear your voice, keep what I say in mind
That bouquet that surrounds
Is iron poison, see?
Leaping down to us from that big guillotine
Thousands of cherry blossoms dwindling in the light
Once your song can be heard, we'll dance with all our might
This bouquet that surrounds
Is iron poison, see?
Go ahead, keep shooting, with that ray gun, lead!
I had an outburst of rage and sadness as I started throwing pillows and books and whatnot, I started yelling and crying.
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" This continues as Hizashi got up and hugged me trying to calm me down.
He prevented me from throwing things, I was still shaking though. I was still screaming I hate you. Aizawa heard the screaming and commotion so he busted in the room.
"What's going on?" He asked Hizashi seeing the mess and still hearing me scream. I stopped screaming and plopped face forward on the bed.
The darkness was slowly consuming me and the past was coming back...two unwanted things back in my life? No thanks..

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