I love you with all of my obnoxious, selfish, evil heart

15: truth

Jisoo's POV

It's been two days since the incident happened. Jennie didn't get confined in the hospital but she had bruises and cuts in her face and upper eyebrow. It's been two days since I've last seen Lisa because she's always in the hospital waiting for Jungkook to wake up. He's still unconscious until now.

Damn, Jennie really knew how to fight. I guess years of taking classes in self defense really paid of. Taehyung told me what happened. Honestly, there's a side of me that's thankful that it happened. Jungkook deserves it. He deserves all the bruises and scars he have because what he did was wrong. But there's also a side of me where I am scared of what will happen if Jennie and Lisa will have a chance to talk because up until now, Lisa didn't know what happened. All she knows is that Jungkook was unconscious because of Jennie. She didn't want to talk to any of us until now.

"Babe?" I heard Chaeyoung called me. I just rest my head on her shoulders. She hold my hand.

I sighed. "I'm worried." I said. "Don't you think it's time for them to talk?" I added. She played with my hands. "I don't know Chu. I think Lisa will be mad at Jennie unnie."

I sighed. "But she didn't do anything wrong."

"She slightly did. You know Jennie when she's mad Jisoo. She do things without even thinking."

"But Jungkook hurt Lisa, Chaeng!" I argued. She looked at me and kissed my forehead. "I know babe. Believe me, there's a part of me that was glad when I knew what happened but Jennie unnie might have killed Jungkook. You know what I mean right?" She said. I frowned.

"She's always like this. She's so smart yet when she's angry or hurt or miserable her actions are unpredictable. I'm worried about her."

Chaeyoung just hugged me. "Let's go visit her, yeah?" She suddenly said.

"Yeah. Okay, let's visit her."

Jennie's POV

I was sitting on the couch looking at my phone contemplating whether I'll call Lisa or not. I should've talked to her when I'm saw her at the hospital but my coward self just hide and went outside without her seeing me.

I heard a knock on my door. So I went there and open it, only to see the person that's always been in my mind all the time.

"Lisa" I said. I was shocked. She looked at me her eyes are tired and cold.

"We need to talk." She said. So I let her in. She was still looking at me with those cold and tired eyes.

"Why did you do it Jennie?" She coldly asked.

"You still don't know the reason up until now? What does his friends say?" Fuck. Of course they didn't told her anything.

She clenched her jaw. "They say that you suddenly attacked Jungkook while they are partying."

I clenched my fist. Fucking liars. "Did you believe them?"

"For fuck sake Jennie. Of course I did! You wanted to know why? Because I know you. When you are angry, frustrated, or hurt you always do stupid things without thinking. I also think that you attacked Jungkook because he told me to choose and then I chose him and you're pride couldn't take it so you attacked him!" She said.

I am more than hurt and defeated right now. I knew she can't fucking like me back. I knew she can't return what I felt for her. I knew that I can't have her. But what I don't know is that all along, she thinks so little of me. Why Lisa? Why can't you listen and believe me just once?

"I was just trying to protect you! I was fighting for you Lisa! He was hurting and manipulating you and yet you can't see that! I—"

"It was none of your fucking business Jennie! We're nothing. We aren't friends and we obviously aren't a thing! So stop your obnoxious, selfish and evil meddling because I don't need you sticking your nose in my fucking life!"

It hurts.

It fucking hurts.

She went to the front door and opened it but before she go she said those words that I don't want to hear from her of all people, "I hate you Jennie Kim."

I couldn't move. I was clenching my fist and biting my lower lip to stop myself from crying. I wanted to stop her. I wanted to hold her hand, say sorry over and over again, I wanted her to say that she doesn't hate me, I wanted to hug her and make her stay.

But I can't. I can't make her stay. She always choose to turn her back on me and leave.

Lisa's POV

After I went to Jennie's house, I received a phone call from Namjoon saying that Jungkook is finally awake. So I immediately went to the hospital. I opened the room and saw Jungkook sitting on his bed. He looked at me and pat the space next to him. I sat beside him.

"I'll give you two some privacy." Namjoon said and went outside.

I looked at Jungkook. He have bruises in his face and a black eye. He nodded. "Lis, I—"

"I know Kook. Namjoon told me. It's Jennie's fault." I said. He looked down and shook his head. "No it's not. It's all my fault. I'm the one to blame."

"W-what do you mean?" I asked. "I cheated on you Lis."

I was shocked when I heard him confessed. "That night, Jennie saw me kissing another girl while we're at the dance floor. That night, I realized that you and I can't be together."

"Kook—"

"Let me finish Lis." I nodded. "When we've talked after the school fair, it's wrong for me to make you choose. It's just that I really like you Lisa. I swear, it's true. And I felt that I'm the luckiest person alive when you said yes to me. But then every time that we hang out, I think that your mind and your heart are somewhere else. It's like you're always zoning out. You're always distracted. You're always ranting about Jennie."

"I was jealous at first because Jennie Kim is like my competition when it comes to your attention and your heart. And then I realized something and it led me to get drunk at the bar and made out with a girl then ended up getting punched by Jennie."

"What did you realized Jungkook?" I carefully asked.

"That you love her Lisa. You love Jennie more than anyone else. You were just burying your feelings deep down your heart. Denying it for a thousand times."

Jungkook smiled sadly. "I'm sorry for what I've done to you Lisa. I'm sorry that I became selfish. I'm sorry that I didn't became faithful to you at the end. So, I wanted to make this right somehow,

I'm letting you go Lis."

AN: 4/4 Halloween Content! ❤️
Uulitin ko, wag nyo i-hate si Lisa dito tbh pati ako nafufrustrate kapag POV na nya gagawin ko kasi kelangan ayaw nya kay Jennie. I mean ano ba dapat ayawan kay Jennie? >.<