I love you with all of my obnoxious, selfish, evil heart

it's your decision if you'll gonna read this:

hi, this is the author of this book.

i've seen the news, my heart has been broken all day. i know it's hard to be a shipper, it's hard to wish that they'll be together in real life even though we have suspicions, small evidence, and they're questionable interaction with each other.

i know there's love between them. that it made us wish that maybe, just maybe, their relationship isn't just as coworkers or friends or sisters, that maybe there's more.

they are the reason why i started writing, there's something between them that caught my attention, they are the first 2 members that i have noticed before being a fan. their relationship is pure, it's genuine, and beautiful, making me wish to have something like that in my life. but maybe what we saw wasn't real.

maybe it was genuine but not in a romantic way. maybe jennie really love lisa because she's treating her like her own sister or a family.

maybe.

that is all we can say for now. honestly speaking i think we are just seeing the tip of the iceberg, but sometimes it's not for us to know every little detail that they have in their life. let's respect the artists, let them live their life the way they wanted too.

they're people too, they have feelings, they have choices, and if the relationship between them is really real, then let's be happy for them.

jennie can love who she loves, she make her own choices, she is her own person. we love her, yeah but this isn't our choice to make.

don't drag lisa into this or any of them.

jennie and lisa's relationship taught me that platonic soulmate exist.

a person who can love you unconditionally exists, who understands you completely even without talking, who makes you laugh when your world crumbles down.

someday, you can have your own jennie, who'll approach you when no one does, who'll teach you to be brave, and teach you all the things you have to do to survive.

someday, you can have your own lisa, who'll join you in everything that you do, who'll make you laugh when you're upset, who'll take care of you and be there for you when you needed her the most.

i hope you meet the version of  jennie and lisa and experience the relationship that jenlisa have in real life.

ps. the author of i love you with my obnoxious, selfish, evil heart will now sign off for now.

pps. i'm so sorry if i broke my promise that i'll finish this story. i can't, not at this time.

ppps. hugs to all jenlisa shippers out there, mahal na mahal ko kayo 🤍

just remember that they will always and forever be our jenlisa.

and we will always and forever support all four of them with all our hearts. 💗