Broken

New Begging's

(first Lets just talk about the fact that I know Zayns no longer performing with Louis, Harry, Niall, and Liam but he well always be apart of one direction. They well always be one direction, so I'm going to keep writing the story, even if it hurts.)

Liam's POV

I was having dinner with my family, well my sister and our butler who was just standing in the corner watching us. We asked him if he wanted to join us but he said no. This is how dinner has been in my house sense we moved hear. Sometimes its just me because my sister has plans. We kind of got used to it but sometimes I wish it was the old us even if we were struggling we had each other. I'm just glad that I made friend's and I have a wonderful boyfriend who are now like my second family.

After dinner I went up to my room and I went to my radio and turned it on and started relaxing. At first it was fun, it was like I was having a little dance party by myself. Then a song cam on called spaces by some boy band but it was a really good song and I really liked it, it sort of reminded me of my family. But it made me sad and I don't like being sad so I called  Zayn because I knew he could make the pain go away and make me feel so much better.

'' Hey Liam,  what's up?''  Zayn asked.

''Nothing much  I just wanted to hear your beautiful voice'' Liam said to Zayn.

 "Oh ok is there anything bothering you Liam"? Zayn asked Liam with a caring tone in his voice.

Liam debated for a little while if he should tell Zayn how his feeling but he's supposed to be the bad boy what bad boy would cry over not spending enough time with his mommy and daddy. Liam then remembered Zayn was still on the other line and decided not to tell him.

" No there's nothing bothering me baby, I'm ok I just wanted to talk to you babe, is there anything you want to talk about". Liam asked Zayn so he could change the topic of conversation. 

"Ok, I'm actually really sorry Liam I love you but I have to go, ok'' Zayn said

'ok love you too baby". Liam said

Just like that I was all alone again, wishing I told Zayn so maybe we could talk for longer.

After my phone call with zayn I felt like taking a shower  hoping that it would just wash away the horrible day. I stepped in the cold shower floor and turned on the shower. As I felt the warm water strike my body  it was like I had I flash back. I went back to when I was younger it was me, my sister and my mom was there too we were having dinner as a family and everybody was smiling and laughing. The memories slowly started to slip away and I everything got blurry and I relived I was crying.

Zayn's POV

Lately everybody has been really nice to me but all most to nice my parents have become really clingy and all I want is space. I couldn't even have a conversation with Liam because they wouldn't leave me alone, and they wanted to spend some more time with me. After my talk with Liam was done, my mom and dad took me to the living room and for what felt like the fourth time today we looked through our photo album. Just like every other time my mom and dad cried and started planning a whole bunch of things that we have to do so we could create more family moments and memories wish I was still in the coma, I mean I love my parents and all but they wont even let me spend time with anybody else they have my whole day planed out and its always the three of us. 

Finally they let me go off to bed, so I closed my door and turned off my lights so it seemed like I was sleeping. I crawled under my covers and I skyped Liam his eyes were red shot I couldn't believe he did such a thing, sometimes I just don't understand him. Before Liam could explain himself I started of on a rant on why doing drugs was so bad and how I was so disappointed in , I couldn't believe him I thought he was changing. He just looked at me in disgusted and turned off his screen, how could he be mad at me. I feel as if me and Liam have ben drifting apart we used to be so close but know there's spaces between us and they keep getting deeper.

(See what I did there,lol sorry)

Liam's POV

I just don't understand why Zayn would think I would do that he knows me more than anybody and he said that to me, I'm so done with him, he was supposed to be the one person who takes me for who I am not judged me and be wrong. It just seems like nobody cares about me anymore he's become just like my family he never wants to spend time with me. maybe its me, I should stop clinging on to things I know well just end up badly in the end.

After thinking and getting the courage to even think about it I called Zayn. Then the phone rang once, twice, and my heart beat felt like it was going to burst out of my chest. On the third ring I heard his voice and I froze. My mouth felt dry I couldn't speak I couldn't even think.

"Liam....Liam are you ok Liam I don't really want to talk to you right now I just need some space. Liam...Liam I'm going to hang up if you're going to be like this" Zayn said

And there it was again and I couldn't take it anymore. I took in a deep breath and I did it I just said "were over" and hung up. But I was feeling a whole lot worse then I thought I would. I think this is the first time I had a broken heart. I guess its time for new begging's.

Zayns POV

I...I..I dont know what to do I couldnt move I felt as if my whole world just collasped. Liam he..he..he b...b..broke up with me.

(sorry if this chapter is really badly spelled I just wanted to finish it and #plottwist)