Broken

it's ok

Zayn's POV

I can't believe that just happened and I front of Liam to he most think I'm a Loser now. I ran to the boys wash room and cried in a stall. It's like god doesn't want me to be happy. I don't think I could ever show my face in-front of liam again.

Liam's POV

I can't believe that just happened a part of me wants to laugh because I barley know the guy and it was kind funny, but another part of me wants to kick there ass for hurting Zayn but I can't. So I get changed and go looking for Zayn. First I check his locker but his not there so I checked the boys wash room downstairs and I thought nobody was there but then I heard quit sobs. So I walked towards it then knocked on the stall door. I called for Zayn's name and he answers, he sound so weak and I could tell he was trying hard not to cry, it broke my heart. I asked him to open the door for me and he did. He was looking down so I wouldn't be Abel to see his face. So I lift his chin gently and slowly like a fragile little bird. When I see his red puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks it makes me want to cry and comfort him. So I do I wipe away a tear and tell him it's ok and huge him.

"but its not ok, you don't get it " Zayn says and he starts crying more. Then explain it to me I say because honestly I don't. I ask Zayn to come over to my house after school to explain it to me because I want to spend more time with him, something inside me just makes me want to get to know him more and more. He looks so shocked when I asked it kinda looked cute, like really cute. He think quickly said a soft ok.

The rest of the day wasn't that bad I ate lunch with Zayn and these guys named Harry, Louis, Niall and Josh there really cool. But I just couldn't wait for it to be over so I could go hang with Zayn.

As soon as I heard the bell rang I jumped out of my seat and ran out that door faster than a speeding bolt I didn't Evan bother putting my books away, I went straight to Zayn's last class. Because I knew his schedule and he likes it when there's barley nobody there. The hallway was still packed with kids rushing out so I knew he would still be in his class and he was. He saw me and smiled, his smile was probable the cutest thing in the world, he just makes me so happy.

We walked out of school together and I saw the car. So I grabbed Zayn's hand (by the wrist of course, so I don't seam so obvious) and we ran to the car. My sister was already in there by the time. I told her that my new BEST friend Zayn was coming over and we were going to walk home. Of course she said ok and don't get lost. I looked back at Zayn and he looked so shocked, I asked him whats wrong. And he said "I need to go home first". So I told him we can go to my place after and he looked in more shocked. He asked m$e if I was coming to his house and I said yea. He just got a scared, surprised look on his face the turned around and started walking. I followed right behind not knowing what to do.

Zayn's POV

I was so nervous, what if he said no?. I really didn't want Liam to meat my Dad, I didn't want him to know about my life. When we got to my House I saw my Dads car showing he was home so I asked Liam to wait outside. I didn't leave in a bad neighbourhood and I didn't have an ugly looking house. By the looks of where I lived you would say that I'm a kinda rich family.

"hi Hun" I heard my mom say when I entered the house. I said hi back and asked her where dad was and she said in his room. So I took of my shoes and went upstairs to my mom and dad's room.

"who's that boy" my Father asked as soon as I entered the room I said he was just a friend getting nervous already. He asked me why he was hear so I told him and asked hem if I could hang out with him at his house. It was quit for a bit before my dad said "be home before 9" I was so happy. I ran up to him and hugged him and said thank you and by then left. I ran out so fast I ran past Liam. he started laughing at that. Through his laughs he asked me if I could come I said yes.

Most of the walk home was awkward silence while the other was really small, small talk. I found out he's 16, I guessed that sense were in the same grad. I also found out he's favorite color is purple he loves to sing and dance. He loves sports and exercising and you could tell, he was so buff, it was so hot. I also found our but couldn't believe but he had a fear of spoons, I kinda wanted to laugh but I knew that would be rude. he's house was kinda far but when we got there is was breath taking it was so beautiful so big compared to my house you would think I was a poor person.

"so do you like it? " Liam asked. I said of course it's amazing".

(sorry it took so long i kinda forgot i was writing a book lol)

Liam's POV
 

I was so glad he liked the out side I couldn't wait to show him the inside, this was going to be amazing. I grabbed Zayn's hand and we went in side, i told him to explore when i went to check if any one else was home. I went to the kitchen and there was a note that said be back soon love mom and dad. i was glad that they weren't home so I would have aloe time with Zayn.

I showed him around the house and the yard then i took him to my room, he said it was like  the size of his living room. He's so cute when he's dramatic, i cant believe I'm thinking that it's just not me. what is the kid doing to me? and why do i like it?

So you haven't really told me about your self, its all been about me, i want to get to know you. it was a bit quit for a while then i could see that Zayn was uncomfortable usually if that was my friends i would call them a wuss but i just told Zayn it was ok he could tell me about him self when his ready. I just really wanted to get to know him and i plan on doing that. 

We were going to watch kick ass two but Zayn didn't watch number one and when I played him the trailer he coed his eyes and eras and said it was inappropriate, i wanted to laugh so hard but i knew that would hurt his feelings. so i asked him if he ever watches bad stuff a.d he said no. I asked him if he wanted to and it was quit for a while then he said not to bad ho pleas? i thought it was adorable so i got romantic and played titanic he said he never watched it before. I laughed so hard when the scene came up when they were in the car having sex and Zayn asked me what they were doing and I told him they were having sex . My heart broke when he told me that was not what sex was, the he explained was pure tauter, it was horrible and sad. i told him sex isn't something that was forced it was something you did when you love somebody and it doesn't hurt it feels really good. he asked me how i knew and i told him that i was not a virgin but when i asked him how he knew that he started to cry, i dint know what i did or what to do.

I grabbed him and my arms and told him it was going to be ok , its ok, its all ok, I'm here for you zayn, its ok,. We both looked at each other and in that magical moment i knew what i wanted to do and i Zayn wanted it to.

(i hope you guys liked it again sorry it took soooooooo long)