Broken

Zayn's POV

        'I'm sorry I didn't mean to.. it.it.it just happened please, please stop!! I begged and cried with tears streaming down my face, even though I knew he wouldn't stop, I should be used to the beatings by now but still every time I beg for him to stop and he never does. After he got all his anger out is when he finally stopped and then spat in my face and told me if I ever do that again it will be worse the next time and it always is.

        My dad is a very christian man he believes in everything in the bible and everything about god, he even owns a church. If you do anything, even put your elbows on the table(that's what i did) he will flip because some how that's a huge sign of disrespect and you should be punished. Every little mistake me or my mom make he punishes us, he doesn't hit my mom but he doesn't let her eat or drink and he sometimes keeps her in the basement like shes a wild animal. But he dose hit me..,all the time . I think my dad is the devil he is the worst man in the world but me and my mom cant leave him because he has all the money and my mom some how still loves him I don't know why, but before he was really good to her but I'm pretty sure its because he is really good at sex. They always do it and sense the day when I told my mom I was gay when I was 14 (but now I'm 16 ) he sometimes has sex with me and makes it hurt just to punish me because I like the thought of having a dick shoved up my ass. I actually have never had sex with any body other then my dad so I guess you could call me a virgin.

(- i hope you guys liked it i know it was short,and sorry if it's bad I don't really know about the bible I'm not Christian. PLEAS comment and vote if you like it-)

Chapter 2

Zayn's POV

I couldn't believe it I was so happy because summer was finally over and I could go back to school, yea people beat me up at school but its not at worse at home.

Liam's POV

        "Liam huny wake up we're here, say hello to your new home" I woke up in the car by my mom saying those words so I looked out my window and saw a huge beautiful house, I looked at my older sister, Nicola and both our mouths dropped. We were so happy because we were so rich now sense my mom married a billionaire and started her own business and is now a billionaire her self. We got out of the car and my sister yelled "I call the big room" so I looked at my mom with my puppy dog eyes but she just shot me down because my sisters older she should get it. But when I went to my room it was huge I couldn't believe it. I had a flat screen TV in there with my video games,my WII, xbox, and play station. Then I saw I had a miny fridge and all my favorite things were already in there. I was surprised to see that I had a bathroom and a walk in closet with all my clothes in it and some new ones. I ran out of my closet and jumped on the bed and it was so soft I never had a queen sized bed before and it was awesome. I loved my new life.

        My dad called me and my sister down and asked us how we are liking the House so far and at the same time we both yelled "OMFG THIS PLACE IS AMAZING" then we both laughed. But then my dad said it's not over yet and he took us outside to the yard. It was perfect: it had a huge under ground pool, a giant trampoline, this awesome BBQ set, this epic deck and even an ice cream stand, that part was especially cool. Lol I know, I'm funny.

" when you kids make friends feel free to bring them to our house and have a little get together, but right now you guys should go to the kitchen the chief has made super and oh yea your mom and I can't take you guys to school tomorrow so the driver well take you OK," my sister and I both said OK to my dad and went inside to eat super.

Zayan's POV

        "Zayn baby wake up you don't want to be late on your first day of school" as soon as my mom said that my body jolted right up and I got a big smile on my face. I loved school, I loved the teachers, I love to learn and I feel like I have more freedom there. I got up and went to take a shower, when I got in the shower and felt the hot water hit my body I went of into a day dream. I was day dreaming about that perfect life, to be rich, have a loving family and be extremely happy. After a while I got out of the shower and got dressed I put on my brown trousers and my light blue t-shirt and then got a navy blue blazer to put over top.I then put on my pair of white vans. I went back to the bathroom and fixed up my hair making sure my quiff was perfect and switched my blue glasses to my black ones. After I finished getting ready I went downstairs to eat breakfast. I went to the kitchen and heard my parents arguing so I decided to skip breakfast and go straight to school. When I got to school I stood on the other side of the street and just looked at everything. Everybody in their group of friends, sport teams, and clubs which was a surprise because school hasn't even started yet...ugh ohhh no. I just got splashed by a muddy puddle, I forgot I was right by the road. I was so mad until I saw a kid walk out of the car and omg (sorry god for my language)he was so hot.

        "Omg I'm so sorry are you OK" I heard the beautiful boy say in his sexy British voice. I then said i..tt..s o....kkkk I said with a bit of a stutter. He then asked me if I wanted him to help me. I started imaging him touching me, it started of good but then it got bad I started imagining my dad touching me and rapping me. I hated him he ruined me....he broke me. So I said no and walked away and went to school. My safe haven even though I was bullied like crazy so I didn't really feel safe.... anywhere.

        When I got to the school I started looking for maybe somebody who I could be friends with. But I couldn't stop thinking about that kid, maybe he could of been my friend....or more. Just thinking that gave me shivers and this feeling in my lower man part that I had never felt before and I was scared because I couldn't just ask my dad. The bell finally rang and I couldn't wait, l walked straight to my first class which was ELA. When I got there, their was no one there and I was glad because I could sit any where I wanted so I sat in the front row.

(-hope you guys liked it )

Chapter 3

Liam's POV

         I felt so bad for what happened to that kid and I felt even worse when he wouldn't let me help him, what if was mad at me? it was unusual because I never really felt sorry for people other then my family because I used to get bullied back at my old school, but there was something different about him that made me want to know him. After school was over I was a little bit upset that I didn't see the kid again. I at least wanted to know his name.

        "Liam" I heard my sisters voice calling me so I turned around and noticed that the car was here so it was time to go. When we got home I asked my sister if I could talk to her so we went to her room. I asked her if we could throw a party o the weekend and invite everybody from school, she said yea but you better not get drunk, but we both know that was not going to happen. I went to my room and started to make party signs then printed all of them to hand out tomorrow.

        At school the next day I handed out a whole bunch of papers to people and put some around the school too. I tried looking for that boy but I couldn't find him. What if I never see him again, I thought in my head. But then the bell range and I had to go to class. I put the rest of the papers in my locker but then they fell out all over the floor and people were running and rushing to get to their classes that the papers went every where. But that's when that boy came back and me and him were the only two in the hall, I could see him walking up to me but I didn't move. It turned out his locker was right beside mine. He looked on the floor and saw the mess and asked me if I needed help, of course I said yes and gave him one of the flyers and I asked him to come.

Zayn's POV

        I didn't know what to say I have never been to a party before I was so surprised, I decided to say yes.

"omg really, cool I cant wait to see you there" he said I was so shocked by his answer did he like me, well i mean like a friend but i wouldn't mind if he liked me. he asked me what class i was going to and i said gym he then jumped and said i have gym too. We then walked to gym class together

        When we got to gym we were the only two in the Chang room sense we were late. I didn't Chang in font of people because i didn't want them to see my scares and i was insecure about my body. Before i went to the stall to Chang i saw him starting to Chang and oh god when he took of his shirt it looked like t was perfectly carved by a sculpture. He just took of his pants and i could see the giant bulge in his tit briefs, it was gorgeous i could feel my self getting hard i had to leave. I went in the the stall and quickly changed into my gym clothes and when i came out I out he was waiting for me.  " my names Liam by the way, you" i heard him say and ask i told him my name was Zayn.

        I think that was the best gym class i ever had, we played doge ball and Liam was blocking the Ball for me catching the ball for me he was like my own bodyguard. But after gym class was not that fun, all the guys in the Chang room where wiping each others butts with there t-shirts and giving each other wedgies, i was so scared. I think Liam could tell because he said "its just boys being boys and walked in and i fallowed behind him not knowing what i was doing. As i walked in this guy named Nathan bumps into me, he has been bullying me sense kindergarten.  "hey don't you know this is the boys Chang room , your not allowed in her fag" he says to me and everyone starts chanting get out fag. So i run out with tears in my eyes, I hate my life.