Broken

Crazy for you

Liam's POV

"so it's been a month sense Zayn has been in the hospital but I know his going to be ok, everybody is trying to tell me that I should start to see other people and go out more but I know there trying to tell me that his dead and give up and let go, BUT NO there wrong right? he's not dead why should I let  go of someone I love that's not fare I'm not going to give up on him ever I know he loves me, I love him I mean I'm crazy for him."

"its been a little rough lately, I can barley eat or sleep I just can't stop thinking about Zayn, it's making me go crazy". My mom tried Getting me to go a therapist but i didn't want to, there's nothing wrong with me. My mom forgot about it though like she does everything else. I still hang out with the lads and they sometimes come to the hospital with me but I think they moved on, just because they did why should I"

"Liam babe it's time to go to school please at least go today you haven't goon to school for a week".My mom said and just so she doesn't think I'm dying inside or something and going crazy like those people in the movies I get up and got dressed then went to school. It's so weird when I get to school everybody's looking at me I know everybody knows that Zayn's in a coma but I wasn't why are they acting like they just saw a ghost. As I was walking to my locker a group of dicks passed me and said "sorry your fag boyfriends dead maybe you can go with him too". God I hate people, I mean his in a coma his not dead. That wasn't the only guy a couple of other people did it to, I so badly wanted to punch them in the face. But when I got to my locker I just about exploded, Zayn's locker is right beside mine and they already put something like a good bye shrine to him but people wrote horrible things like "have a nice life fag, I wish it happened sooner, I wish I was the one to do it to you, and I hop you rote in hell". How can people say shit like that about somebody that they think is dead, and he's still not dead why don't people see that.

"Hey Liam it's so good to see you at school we were getting a little worried". Louis said, it was now lunch. I just smiled "will me and the lads are going to have a guys night at my house you should come please. Harry asked me and I wanted to show people that I'm not crazy so I said yes. "hey where's Niall and Josh", I asked because they usually sit with us. "what time is it" Harry asked me 12:45 I said. "Oh then there making out some where, there dating now and there way to scared to come out but there happy so we're happy." Harry said " how about you to" I just had to ask. They both just got wide eyed and starred at me then each other then me again."what do you mean Harry and I are just friends we love each other like brothers right Harry". Louis said but after that Harry got this sad look on his face and left. "what the hell was that, I really don't know what's up with him now a days". Louis said " dude, you dump ass he loves, like he really likes you". When I told Louis he had a confused look on his face". "OH MY FUCKING GOD LOUIS HARRY HAS A CRUSH ON YOU, LIKE WANTS KISS YOU ON THE LIPS ". "oh". Is all that Louis said then the rest of the lunch hours was quit and us trying to find harry and Niall and Josh but we didn't.

"So are you still going to come over for the guys night, pleas we can go see Zayn first, please Liam". Harry asked me with puppy dog eyes, school was now over. And how could you say no to Harry, "ugh yea but you can't be weird around Louis I don't want any awkward silence, why don't you just tell him how you feel" I asked Harry." first of all because I know you told him, second of all sense he now's and doesn't flirt with me the way I flirt with him just shows that he doesn't like me, and if we do date and brake up I don't want to ruin our friendship." Harry said "its ok Liam I'm ok, yea I'm crazy for him but at least his my best friend".

Me and the lads were at hospital and it was really depressing, they were really sad they just need to have hope that Zayn is going to be ok. " guys it's ok he's going to be ok, he'll wake up any day now". When I told them that they just gave me a fake smile and Niall asked if we could leave now, we left and before we left I kissed Zayn good bye.

"um guys my mom's buying pizza what kind do you guys want". Harry asked, were were now at Harry's house "um can me and Niall have cheese please" Josh asked " ugh I like cheese too". I said, everybody replied but Louis because he was listening to music, nudge Harry to go closer to him and ask him, Harry walked up to Louis and took his headphones out in a nice way then asked him " do you want the usual pizza we get babe?". I think it was so cute but Louis looked so uncomfortable, "ugh um sure" Louis said.

"ugh what do you guys want to talk about, or we don't have to talk we could watch a mov....." Harry said before Louis interrupted him. "we should play triple dog dare". Louis said "what's that" Niall asked. "its like truth or dare but it's just dares and if you don't do your dare you have to shave your head" Louis explained. "ugh I don't think that's really a good idea". Harry said "Omg Harry stop being a wuss,sense your hair is so precious to you, we well change it to, um you have to go to school completely naked and post nuds all over our school website". Louis said "omfg yes let's play". Josh said and Niall agreed "um sure why not" I said. "so are you in hazz, please it well be fun". Louis begged Harry and sense Harry's in love with him he said yes.

It was a very long night everybody had to give one person one more dare. " um I pick my Niall bear, can I give you a dare Niall", Josh asked Niall and Niall said of course. "it can't be nice, Josh you have to pick something that you think we'll be hard don't go easy on him, ok"Louis said to Josh. "I know Niall I triple dog dare you to show me your naked body then pole dance with for me". Niall looked so scared, Josh says that if you can show your naked body to the one you love then that's when you really connect with the person, I think the pole dancing thing was just for himself. "But, they are her and you already know I'm crazy about you, please don't make me do it Josh please baby you know I love you. "nope sorry babe you have to do it, but you don't have to do it in front of them". Josh said it took them like 20minutes for Niall to finally to do it. " so was he super pale dose he have a cute but". Louis asked in a joking way. "Shut up
Louis". Niall shouted at Louis. "ok I can I go next" Harry said after that the dares were insane, Josh had to run around Harry's block with no clothes, Harry had to straighten his hair and we could to do anything we want with it then we posted the pictures online. Louis was'nt aloud to speak for the rest of the night or he would have to be our bitch for a week, But the worst one of all was mine i think, i couldn't believe what they made me do, "no, no,no ,no how could you guys make me do that, i don't have to do that and i wont do that". I said, they said I had to say good bye to Zayn, why do i need to say good bye its not fare. ' Liam you have to do it or you have to got to school naked and post nuds on the schools website"Harry said.
"fine I well do it I don't care" I said in anger because I was so made at them how can they do this. "fine then I well get my camera", Harry said. It took him awhile but he came back with the, camera I couldn't believe they were doing this to me. I went in the kitchen and got ready , but then the phone rang, Harry stopped  and answered the phone, "um guys we have to go to the hospital Harry said after he talked on the phone.

We all rushed to the hospital and when we got there we saw Zayn's dad and mom and they were crying, I started to get really scared. We walked up to them and asked them what's happening but they didn't know they were very scared. We waited for what I think was an half and hour  then a doctor came. "hi are you guys the Zayn Malik family and Friends" the doctor asked "yes we are is he ok " Zayn's dad asked. "yes I have what I think is amazing news, he's awake"