if only you knew...

i still love you..

i was so surprised when you said you loved me. even though i said it first, i didnt expect you to say it back. ive always wondered why you liked me. i mean all i am is a loser girl with a psychotic mother. i wasn't surprised when you said you liked someone else though. i mean, how could you not..shes pretty, nice, and quite smart. everything im not. im happy you told me.. really. it still hurt alot but i was truly happy for you. i was happy you could move on and i wouldnt be draging you along in a relationship you didnt want to be in, even though i still love you..

-from h to a.