if only you knew...

maybe.

i will always love you. i pinky promise and crosses dont count that i will always love you. but you love her. and i hate myself for it. maybe im to fat. maybe 103 is to much for you. maybe i should wear makeup. maybe i should change myself so you pick me.. or maybe, you lied. you said only me forever. yk maybe "forever" was never meant for forever. maybe it was more for the moment. like, "oh i love you forever." just for the moment. that's why i never say forever. ill always say, always. not forever, because someone else told you forever but where are they now? gone. just like my mom- okay im sorry but come on, its kindaaa funny.