if only you knew...

locked up.

My heart skipped a beat when I got a notification from you. Except when I read it my heart dropped. And not in the good way it’s supposed to. I'm so mad you didn't tell me sooner, but i don't want to put anymore pressure. When I texted you back it was the hardest thing to do when I was there for you even though I needed the most help I've ever needed. I didn't tell you about it because you're already having problems and I don't want to make it worse. I dont think it's fair that I can just come up out of nowhere and tell you my life problems. It's like we were both locked up in different cages, and we both have the key to each other's locks.
-from h, to a.