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He again starts crying after telling her about his dream and tightend his grip around her waist her eyes also started dropping tears after seeing his this condition, but for now she has to be strong for him and assure him that she is always with him.

She rubbed his back, wiped her tears and came out of his grip. She looked deeply into his eyes. His eyes were showing fear of loosing her.
Her eyes again became moist seeing his this condition but she immediately wiped her tears which were just about to come for him.

"Sidharth baby mai Kahi nahi jaa rahi tumhe chod kar, please stop crying baby. Atleast for me calm down" she says controlling her emotions.

"Sana, promise me baby you won't leave me. Pro...pr..promise me please promise
me" he says while crying.

"Never, ever sidharth. Please stop crying baby" she said with concern.

She let him cry for few more miniutes because she knows how he must be feeling right now. Because she also faced such it in the starting of their relationship but he assured her that he is only hers by his love, same as now she is doing.

After more fifteen minutes he calms down and looked at her with red eyes, which were red because of his continuous crying. She again felt week seeing him like this but again stood strong for him.

"Bebu room mai chalen" she says as she knows he needs her love and rest. She moved towards his room while holding his shoulder from one hand and his one hand from her other one.

They reaches his room and she slammed her lips with his assuring that she is always his and would never leave him.

He pushed her against the wall and looked deeply in her eyes asking "Shehnaaz please, may i"
She nodded her head in yes as this was the only solution to assure him that she is always be with him, not matter what.

Shehnaaz pov

He came close to me and pushed me into the wall, he huskily whispers near my ears"I love you baby" and without letting me answer he smashed his lips into mine.

I know whatever is happening is wrong completely wrong but it's so soothing at the same time.

I know tomorrow this society will question us about our relationship.
They will call me cheap, third women, shamless, mistress and more.
But at the same time I don't care about all this, all what matters to me was our present.

Other people will name our relationship dirty, but only I know how pure I is.

I don't care what others think. The only thing I care about is what he thinks and I know for him I am his world and he will never leave me, he loves me alot.

Suddenly I felt his lips leaving mine, making me frown, before I could react he came near my ears and spoke in his husky voice " This is so bad baby, here I am loving and you are lost in your own world. But now you will get the punishment for it "sidharth said

Then he positioned himself at her entrance, she shut her eyes tight and was all ready to bear the pain.

"It will hurt a bit baby, and if you don't feel comfortable than tell me I will immediatelystop there " he said with something of love.

Then he entered inside her, she screamed on the top of her lungs as it was like someone was peeling Her skin with knife, tears were rolling down her eyes and she was continuously sobbing, he was whispering sweet things to her to distract her mind and then he sucked her tears and lips to take all her pain. He give her sometime to adjust.




After few hours he came outside of her and pulled her in his embrace and they both slept whispering I love you to each other.

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