You're the only reason why: I really love you

Monday August 17 2020

Ever since their studio session 4 months ago, Felix and Changbin had been in constant contact with each other, and one might try to justify the late night texts and early morning calls to be work related, but another would tell you how it really is.

They just enjoyed each other's company and couldn't fathom spending it with anyone else, so when it came time for ITZY's brand new music video to come out, they wanted to experience it together.

After hearing the doorbell ring, Changbin rushes to the door to welcome his gorgeous crush into his home. Felix excitedly came in, fried chicken dinner in one hand, brownies in another.

Once they plate and situate everything on the coffee table, the pair started eating their dinner as they wait for the release time to come.

Changbin subconsciously wipes stray dipping sauce from Felix's lip and licks his finger clean only realizing what he did seconds after the younger male flushes red all over.

They decide to not talk about it, but Felix's frantic heart refuses to let it go, he can't help but smile at his binnie's cuteness.

After finishing and cleaning up the remnants of their dinner, the pair sits back down on the couch with only a minute left till it's time.

Changbin notices Felix trying to hide his shivering body, so he grabs his throw blanket and puts his left arm around the young man in the process.

"Thanks binnie" Felix leans on his shoulder and says.

"Binnie huh? I like the sound of that Lix" he chuckles as he pulls the man closer to him.

"I I I didn't mean to think that out loud, sorry hyung" he blushes and shoves his face deep in Changbin's chiseled chest before hearing a chuckle rumble through the elder's body.

"Trust me, it's more than okay. I like that it's different from what everyone else calls me. I feel special"

"You are special to me hyung, never forget that." Felix looks up right when Changbin looked down to him and he slowly leaned up as the older male leans closer to him.

"NOT SHY NOT ME. ITZYYY" blasts through Changbin's speakers causing them both to jolt away and immediately look at the TV screen.

To say Changbin was freaking out and excited would be an understatement. He wasn't excited to hear his song on TV, rather he was excited to see Felix's hardwork executed so well. He kept turning toward the young man and shaking him.

"Lee Felix YONGBOOOOOOKKK!! That's you. Omg you did that? You did that! Holy shit Lix." He yelled as he runs around his living room after the video ends. He comes back to pick Felix up and hug him tightly. They stay in that embrace for a moment before Felix starts combing his fingers through his crush's hair as his head snuggles deeper into his neck.

Changbin raises his hand to hold Felix's cheek and face him, leaving one arm carrying the man's entire body weight like it was nothing. This causes Felix to close the gap between their lips in a soft yet passionate kiss.

He wraps his arms tighter around the rapper's neck making Changbin move his hand up to his lower back as he turns around and sits down on the couch, the young Australian now straddling him.

In an attempt to get closer, Felix accidentally grinds on Changbin as he moves forward, causing them to moan against each other's lips. After realizing the position they're in, Changbin slowly pulls away peppering kisses all over Felix's lips before moving to his cheeks, nose, forehead, neck, and freckles.

He pays extra attention to the constellation on his face before finally pulling away.

"You have the most beautiful freckles, and your eyes light up my universe, I don't know what to do with you." His dimple flashes as he caresses the young man's nape.