"Its just a joke"

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This one will probably be long and kinda confusing, sorry in advance, I'm also changing peoples name in this story for security reasons.

Lily-The girl I like (she's bisexual btw)

Addy-Lily's sister

Sophie-One of my friends

Olivia- Another one of my friends

So I'm just studying in class when Addy comes up to me, we talk...and talk...and blah blah blah. Then right as she's about to leave she says "oh Lily had a boyfriend now btw" At this moment I'm feeling a few different emotions, guilt, sadness, mad, and I felt really betrayed. Now I love Lily, a whole lot...but why didn't she tell me? I wasn't mad she had a boyfriend, because if she's happy than I'm happy for her. But I was mad a her because she didn't tell me, she had her sister tell me.

Than Sophie comes up to me, I tell her what happens. And she responds with saying "ha, loser get over it. You really thought she liked you"   She walks away. That made me feel worse than I already did.

The day goes on and I'm texting Olivia during class, I also tell her what happened. She said and I quote "Bruh your being pissed over nothing, Addy was joking and I was going along with it...since it makes you upset I'm dropping the joke."   Now I am really upset, my anger issues were just bouncing off the walls at that moment.   So she tells me things like, it's her life...you shouldn't be upset. I tell her why I'm upset and she says "I get what you mean, and I get why you're upset."  Like miss girl, you just told me not to be upset...and now you understand?!

So I say that to her, "You and Addy make me so fucking pissed off"   Than she says... "It was Sophie too! And it wasn't my idea, but idc if I made you upset lol"    Wow I have such great friends!!

So I found out that it was Addy and Sophie's idea to do this "joke" on me, and Olivia just played along.

Now you're probably thinking.... "It's just a joke"   "It's not a big deal"    And I get that, but the fact that my friends thought it was funny to piss me off...when the now DAMN well that I have anger issues pisses me off.

And now I'm mad at myself for being mad at Lily when she did nothing wrong.

And in about an hour I have to go to drama with all these people...wish me luck!!!

I'll keep y'all updated

Word count: 442

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