all of my problems in one story

wtf happend

let's have a little story time....oh what am i kidding this is kinda a long story

so be ready

so this happens today (1/14/22) i met this guy, let's call him...ben. i've know ben for a little over a month. we were talking non stop all day all the time. and we got really close....like REALLY close. i was sent...some things, but let's not talk about that. ANYWAY. ben was ready to get in a relationship like the first week we met, i said we had to take it slow, which he accepted. and finally i was ready to get with this guy, he was everything i needed.

fast forward to today, we were talking (as per usual) and he's apart of my streaks (on snapchat btw if i didn't say that) and i sent the same picture to all my streaks. and the picture was of me flipping of the camera (is it flipping?? idk) and then i left to go watch a movie with my family, and i left my phone in my room....what a mistake

when i come back an hour and a half or so later, i have notifications from ben. nothing different so i didn't suspect anything. he texts me "why are you flipping me off :(" obviously i didn't respond because i was in the other room. THEN i get another text saying "so you're just going to ignore me after that, i see how it is" AND HE FUCKING UNADDED ME

i cry

for so long i cried

and if that wasn't the worse part

my parents reminded me about my weight

thanks mom and step father 🤮

didn't need a reminder

so now i'm crying

again

like a pathetic little bitch

that's all ❤️