all of my problems in one story

he knows

i always knew my mental health was bad, i didn't know it showed.

im very good at hiding my emotions, so all those days where i seemed happy, were the days i was suffering the most

so at school im always trying to be positive, but i guess my teacher looks right through me.

im in class minding my own business, and my teacher asks me what's wrong

i say nothing obviously

and he says, "you know you can talk to me"

ofc i know that, i do it all the time

i was about to tell him what is going on in my life...and i just break

i start crying, (like the weak bitch i am)

and i just start letting it all out

saying things like "my parents are going to split up, he said he's going to leave, i don't know what's going to happen, what if me and my siblings get split up"

he just lets me cry

when im done, he says "feel better"

i say yes

but in reality, i only feel worse

my life has taken a turn for the worst

im dehydrated, low on iron cause i won't eat, lines on my wrist

i find it so funny

im such a weak little bitch lol