The Key

Anger

Lily's POV

"Carter, I'm not going to run, talk to anyone, or do something stupid. I'm just going for a walk to the park up town."I said frustratedly. Ever since the tiny stunt I pulled a few days ago, Carter wouldn't leave me out of his sight. He always made sure he was with me or someone was and it was pissing me off. I must have asked him a thousand questions about my past but I was still confused and shocked.

'I killed my own father' is the fact that stood out the most to me. Deciding wether or not I don't remember killing him is a good or bad thing was hard. I mean, I killed my own father, and everyone I cared about knew. The night I came back, I cut myself a few times in the bathroom. I felt like that the world would be better off without another killer. But while I was about to do it for the fourth time, Nash knocked on the bathroom door making me drop the blade into the toilet.

Not only was Carter paying extra close attention, but so was Nash, Elizabeth, and even Hayes. I was of course grateful to have people who care about me so much but it was beginning to become overwhelming. Nash acted more like a parent than a boyfriend half the time and everyone is babying me. I mean, he wasn't my boyfriend but I would think he wanted to be if he asked me out right? The four of them keep telling me that they are just trying to protect me but I think that they are just trying to protect everyone else.

I don't blame them though. I'm a monster. The 'Magcon crew' went home the day after the event and to say that seeing them go was rough, was a n understatement. Taylor seemed to not like me anymore which I was surprisingly relieved by but not only did he like me that way but he suddenly became very distant with me. How ever, it was a different story with Shawn.

He was one of the people that didn't treat me any different. He was supportive and he did ask me questions but I answered them honestly because he was being honest with me. He understood that I had no control over what I did and how he thought about me didn't change. Unlike Taylor, Maria was also very understanding and supportive. But she unfortunately had to go back with Taylor and I wouldn't see her until this coming weekend in Orlando Magcon.

Roni included was another one of those people that didn't treat me differently. Which is why I was secretly planning on stopping by her house on the way back from my walk. But Carter didn't need to know that. I made my way around town and through a park. I stopped in front of Roni's house and knocked on the door. The door opened and who I didn't expect to open it was Jack.

"Jack?"I asked confused. "That's my name."The blonde sassy boy said. "Why are you here right now?"I asked. "Wow, glad to see you missed me too."He said sarcastically leaning against the door. "Of course I have, sorry. I'm just pissed right now and came to talk to Roni."I said hugging him. "What's going on? Are you alright?"He asked hugging me back.

"I'm fine. Just girl stuff Jack. Unless you want to sit in on us talking about Nash, tampons , teen wolf..."I drifted making him laugh. "I get it.I get it. Here, come inside. I'll call her down."He said.

He called Roni's name into the house and I heard a somewhat muffled reply. "So, why are you here though? You don't live here. I mean I know you and Roni are kinda close and everything but is her mom okay with this?"I rambled. He then began laughing at me. "What's so funny Johnson?"I asked putting my hands on my hips.

"Funny you asked."He sales calming down. "Apparently so."I said rolling my eyes. "Come on inside and I'll update you on why I'm here."He said taking my hand and pulling me inside. We walked into the living room I have come accustom to visiting in for the past few days. He led me over to the couch and we sat down on the cool black leather.

"So, can you tell me why you're here right now? I thought you went home like everyone else did."I said turning to him. "I did. There were a few complications at the air port though."He shrugged. "Like what?"I asked.