complicated ~ c.d [on hold]

good vibes ~ c.d

me, alex, and the boys get into the car driving towards a beautiful beach, on the 3 hour long ride we jam out music, with the windows down, we sang along to all the songs while cameron drove. it was cameron driving and nash in the passengers seat, in the back was me, hayes, alex, jack gilinsky, and jack johnson. today was the day some of the biggest waves were going to hit the very beach we are going to, we brought our surfboards in the trunk.
once we got there we ran and unpacked all the stuff, we dropped all our things and ran for the water. after hours of surfing some the biggest waves, we get out an decide to relax, we laid on our own surfboards and talked to each other, as I talked to hayes I saw jack g. flirting with alex. i noticed nash missing, "anyone seen nash?" i ask, the I feel cold water on my back and I see Nash with an empty bucket laughing his ass off. we all slid off our boards and began chasing nash, after a while jack johnson caught him and pulled him down. we dumped a huge bucket of ice cold water then ran. after a while we started playing music on a little speaker and cameron and jack g. tried building the bonfire, Alex and hayes went and got marshmallows for everyone and we washed off some sticks, we handing everyone a stick and began roasting the marshmallows, "this is my song!" alex yells and we all started dancing to She Knows by Ne-yo I see jack and alex dancing together practically grinding, I laughed at them and saw Cameron glaring at jack. we all got tired eventually and the bonfire dried out, so we all laid in the sand and watched the stars. I was laying next to cameron and alex and next to her was nash. we all talked and watched, I saw a really bright star and pointed at it, "make a wish." I whispered. everyone closed their eyes and began to mumble under their breath. I heard cameron's and alex's wish "I want to be famous." he said "I wish my dad would come home." she said. I felt bad for her and cameron, but I never talked about it. "I would I could have a date with cameron." I muttered under my breath. we all opened our eyes and began talking again, I turned to Cameron and we began to talk. it was almost midnight before we decided to go home. nash drove and I fell asleep on cameron while jack g. sat in the front, alex was talking to hayes and jack j. texted someone on his phone.
*next day*
I woke up in my bed with my bathing suit on, I look to the side and see Alex and Hayes asleep. I get up and check the time, 8:39 a.m, I decide to shower and get my p.j's on and climb back into bed before sleeping again. I woke up to find myself alone in bed and checked the time on my phone, 12:50 p.m. I decided to get up and look for everyone only to find I was home alone, I walked to the kitchen finding pancakes and a note from alex and the boys, "Hey loser we didn't wanna wake you up so we left breakfast and a shit of a note :) we're at benjis, but if we aren't there by the time you wake up we're at the beach - love your favs " I smiled and heated up the pancakes eating them then putting on my bathing suit. grabbing my surfboard I run out the house and go straight to benjis finding all of them sitting in a booth laughing together. my heart warmed at the sight of seeing the people I love the most laughing and having a good time, smiling I put down my surfboard and walked up to them. "wow you woke up in a good mood loser." alex states smiling up at me "well I woke up to a very shitty note so how could I not love my life?" cameron laughs "but with amazing pancakes ready dude" he smirks "well now I know who made them." i smile at him. I sit next to cameron and order my usual ice cream cone and we talk about our big dreams and how we will take over the planet together and what we will name it. "I say we re name the world nashtopia." nash smirks with pride on his face "ew no why would we name the world after a dork?" I snort a laugh while nash glares at me. after a while we end up going to our beach spot and surfing waves for a while, once we get out we lay on our surfboards watching the sunset. getting uncomfortable I lay down my towel and lay on it only to see cameron lay next to me and smile at me, we lay with our faces toward each other. "hi" he says with a goofy dorky yet adorable smile. I giggle "hi" I simply say back. "you're so beautiful. did you know that" he whispers using his fingers to stroke my hair behind my ear, right now, at least to me, the only people in the world are me and him and wow I couldn't even deny it I was falling for him and I was falling fast. I don't know how but somehow we both had leaned in and sooner or later I felt his soft plump lips hit mine and it was like everything in the world didn't matter, it was just him and I on that very beach alone with all the fireworks you can find in the world exploding right over us and the feeling I got was unexplainable, all I knew is that when it stopped, I wished I could do it all over again. I didn't care what nash was going to say, or anyone actually. I was falling in love with him, cameron dallas, the kid who wanted to be known, to be famous, the one who lost so many people, who had been hurt over and over, the kid I was lucky to call one of my best friends, and I know that him and I, we, are unexplainable. maybe we're just... complicated.