complicated ~ c.d [on hold]

party ~ c.d

it's now friday night, nash and cam got invited to the usual beginning of the year party, except this time cameron thought it would be a good idea if we all went... yea I am hesitant, but I decided to go anyway. right now I'm with alex at cameron's house while cameron went to my house to get ready with the boys, we are right now just putting on our dresses (mine on the left hers on the right) before getting ready to do our makeup and hair. me and alex both put on the same makeup, smokey eye, red lipstick, a little bit of blush, then I straightened alex's brown hair into perfection, then she took her curling wand and did my hair into perfect curls, after probably an hour of getting ready, cameron and the boys walk in yelling "READY?" cameron runs up the stairs and stops in front of alex's room. when he sees me his eyes widen almost immediately, I look down and blush a little. when he turns his head and looks at alex, he's snapped back into reality. "UHHHHH no." he says to alex "too short boo." alex sighs and says "TOO BAD, FUCK YOUR CHICKEN STRIPS!" (OMG this is an inside joke between me and alex in real life) "WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE!" he simply yells back. she runs out the room to hayes and he puts his arm around her waist, I think they have a thing for each other, I smirk at her and she just smiles. cameron automatically grabs hayes' hand and put it a little more up. "watch yourself." he glares. "dude I don't of him like that, hayes is my bro." she glares back. we all get into the car and cameron automatically goes into brother mood. he looks alex, straight in the eyes, and says "No smoking, No drinking, No grinding, No hooking up, No truth or dare, No spin the bottle, you know what just no games in total." he spits out "one more thing, always stay with keyla." "why are you only telling this to me?" alex glares. "because I know keyla isn't stupid...." he retorts. I let out an in-humane snort before laughing, when I'm done laughing I calm down and noticed the ugly ass snort noise I made and blushed. "OH MAH GURDD!" alex yells " that was gross." I punch her while Jack Gilinsky pulls up and jumps into the car, wait what? guess he's driving "cam don't be so over protective it's a party, it's for fun man, and you suggested this." nash mumbles "fine" he sighs.
*at the party*
once we get out the car I can already feel the pulse of the music in the ground, I see one of the biggest houses I have ever seen in my life! me and alex look totally astonished at the house, "woah" we both sigh out. im prepared to have fun, I smile with confidence and we link our arms and walk into the huge mansion.
we all separate except me, alex, and
hayes. we stuck together and we danced together to the songs, honestly it may seem lame but I was happy with my two dorks, even if I couldn't drink or smoke or do any of that stupid shit most teens do, I love it, my life, like this, with my bestest friend ever, and my brother. we did kind of bend the rules, hayes got me and alex "water" which happened to be pure vodka, but we threw it out. i happened to maybe sharkeisha him straight to the face, we all broke into fits of laughter, until hayes' face turned red. he made me get ice for him, I was in the kitchen alone when some random guy who smelled like pure weed and vodka came up to me and pinned me to a wall, "hey" he smirked, I wanted to puke, his breath laced with alcohol "bye," i said wiggling out of his grasp. i thought I was safe but the same guy came and pinned me again. "please stop." I whispered. then I felt cold air on me and the guy was on the floor, cameron stood there with an angered face on. "WHAT THE HELL MAN!" the guy yelled. cameron picked the guy up to his face and muttered into his face "do not, ever. ever, touch her again." he dropped him into the floor again and took my hand. I looked at the guy with shock on my face, what the fuck just happened... "asshole" cam whispered. I don't think I was supposed to hear that, but somehow I did. he took me straight to hayes and alex, "what the hell alex, dude seriously hayes!" he yells at them, he still had my wrist grasped into his hand. they had confusion laced into their faces. "what happened?!" they both screamed back. cameron just took me with him back to nash and his group of friends, they were all drinking except cameron and nash. "dude why are you bring my sister here?" nash questioned "just accept it..." cameron muttered. I was sad but glad that cameron dragged me here, it's much more quiet than the party room. "umm... thanks cam." I whispered "welcome..." he mumbled back. I feel like I ruined his whole experience now, I tried sneaking out, but he caught me "where are you going?" he asked. "back with alex and hayes?" I questioned. he simply just dragged me back with him to the group, I sighed, he just let out a low laugh. I look at nash with my puppy dog eyes, but he just shrugs and mouths "sorry" to me. I throw my head back and look at cam "can I atleast have water?" "fine..." he said annoyed, about 5 minutes later he comes back with a cup of water and I chug it down. "zayum girl thirsty much?" I laughed so hard I almost threw up my water, "oh. my. gosh." I said in between breaths. about 3 more hours of just talking with cameron and playing around with him we all decided to go out. it was almost empty, I was glad , I saw alex and hayes on the couch watching a movie on her phone. "GAME TIMEEEEE!" yells one of the boys, matthew I think it was. I sat with them in the circle, but not even two seconds nash and cameron, BOTH, said "umm no!" and pushed me out. "man let her play!" "yea dude we need more people" "come on don't be stuck up!" many w people started yelling at them. some random guy pulled me back down next to him and cameron. I guess they gave up because they said nothing. "ALRIGHT!!" taylor said and pulled out a beer bottle, this won't end well. taylor spun the bottle, it landing on a huge whore from school, she just giggled and they literally were making out for like an hour, after that we stated going down the circle, when it was my turn, I was beyond nervous, I spun the bottle, lucky me (not), it landed on cameron. "you don't have to do this..." cameron said. "no I got this." I mumbled back. I smashed my lips onto his and gave him a long kiss before pulling back. I see nash looking furious as he stands up grabs my hand and takes me to the bathroom. "what. the. hell." he slowly speaks. "it was the game nash you know that!" I whisper yelled, "you didn't have to do that, hell you weren't even supposed to be fucking playing, now you fucking kissed my best friend?!" "jeez I'm sorry because everyone is totally off limits just because I am nash grier's little sister!" I snorted back "you..." he pointed at me before takin a deep breath."are not coming to anymore parties." he said calmly. he walked out leaving me in there. I locked the door and looked at myself in the mirror, all I wanted was to sleep. I was tired as hell, jeez when are we leaving? "keyla?" someone knocked on the door. I opened it and saw matthew standing there. he hugged me and said "I'm taking you alex and hayes home, alright?" I nodded and pulled away.
*at home*
at the house I instantly took off my shoes and ran to the bathroom, after taking a long, warm shower I climbed into bed. I regret going to the party, I could have just have had a date with my boyfriend, his name is netflix, with snacks, a ridiculous amount of water bottles, and a numerous amount of trips to the bathroom. way better than being yelled at by nash. after a while of thinking a dozed off, I had a great dream.... of cameron?!

a/n this is probably the longest chapter I have written in my entire life... lmao