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Chapter 9~Carter

Only 1 chapter after this:( (not counting the epilogue) :)

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Could this really be happening to me?

Am I really talking to Shawn?

If he found out, would he hate me?

These questions flooded through my mind as I lay in my bed. I can't believe I have been so stupid to not price everything together till now. The way he texted someone and I immediately got a text right after. The way he talked about someone named Shy. How naive could I be?

I have been talking to Shawn this whole time! The most popular guy in school!

But I can't exactly figure out what emotion I'm feeling- I'm honored yet embarrassed, intrigued yet scared, confused yet I feel enlightened in a way.

I wonder if he knew all along and just did all of this to make fun of me. I know that sometimes he hangs out with Jenna, maybe she planned this?

*next day*

Drained.

That's the one word I can use to describe how I feel.

Truly and completely drained.

I'm tired.

Mentally and physically.

Usually I'm not exactly happy, but I'm rarely feeling this utterly depressed.

I'm just gonna say I'm having a grey day. Everyone has one of those. Right?

When you feel like it's a struggle to even want to live.

I shake the thoughts out of my head and keep walking to my class, head down low.

Repeatedly check the time, as if that will make the time go by faster. But you know what they say, a watched pot never boils.

"Hey!" I hear Jenna snarl behind me and I stop my tracks and slowly turn around afraid of what might happen.

"Awe! You're all alone where are your friends?" She asks with mock sympathy.

Surprisingly she is all alone.

"I...erm..I-I"

"Cat got your tongue?" She said smirking me and pushing me into the ground. My phone slides out of my pocket and slides somewhere.

Then my phone dings.

Seriously?

She raises an eyebrow at me and reaches for my phone.

She raises one of her perfectly arched eyebrows and reads the text aloud.

And fuck, I know it's Shawn.

"Hey Shy, have a nice day today ex ex!" She reads allowed and I see something flash in her eyes, jealousy.

"Shy huh? I bet he is only texting you because your so pathetic. Bet your some slut, yeah? That's why no one talks to you!" She steps closer." Your just a filthy nobody, I feel sorry for anyone who has to come into contact with such a poor excuse of a human being such as yourself. You're fat, ugly, and have no tal-"

"Don't talk to her like that! Y-you bitch!" I hear a familiar voice say, venom laced in their words.

A/N
Bit of a cliffhanger *wink wink*

Who do you think it is??