Maybe It's Time(2002-2015):Part III in The Family Est.1981

Löve Hürts (revised)

(One week later)

Joan seemed to live at the hospital, she just couldn't bring herself to go. Mick never woke back up, the doctors say he's stable and that he'll be okay, Mick is just unconscious from all the different types of pills he mixed together.

A few people had come to see Mick, but they, unlike Joan would only stay an hour or two at most before heading out.

The only people that hadn't visited yet was Vince and his crew since they were all on a family vacation, including Frankie. The teenager spoke to her mother over the phone and Joan just instructed her daughter to stay on her Vacation, since Mick is alright.

Nikki, James and DJ were all in Micks room. Joan had excused herself, not liking to be in the same room as her ex husband and her future husband, especially since she was having second thoughts and over all was just a mess- Again.

"I-I can't believe this is Mick Mars, he seems- So fragile." DJ commented. "Yea... But don't let the outside fool ya man, Mick is one tough old man." Nikki said eyes locked on Mick.

"I know this is hard for her, but I don't understand why she dose that." James muttered with his arms crossed. "Dose what?" DJ asked confused. Nikki sighed and took a few steps to the singer. "James, you have to understand. Joan is conflicted right now. As bad as she hates it- She still love Mick. She's never stopped loving him and she never will. Mick Mars is a old, no nonsense, good hearted man. He's talented and over all did what he thought was the right thing. Micks back was getting worse and he was addicted to everything the doctors were proscribing him with, that accident he had on stage didn't help anything either, but in his mind-." Nikki said looking back to the man. "In Micks mind he thought if he did and said things to hurt her she would end up hating him and get to move on with someone who in his mind wasn't like him- old, broken and getting worse off every day. I mean the Doctors let me and Joan know after they finish look him over that, his back is glued together, he can't turn his head or even look down like you and I- His spin finally fused together. He's even a little shorter now they said." DJ sighed. "But he still plays right? You said you found songs and.-" Nikki frowned. "Right but when are they from? He's been locked away since basically '96. He could have done all that then. But the songs are great-." Nikki continue. "And let me guess. There all some way or another connected to Joan?" James asked. "Basically." Nikki answered.

Before anyone could say anything else James left the room. "Is he gonna be okay?" DJ asked softly. Nikki sighed. "We'll what if you were the one about to marry Joan and then Everything happened. How would you feel DJ?" The guitarist frowned. "Right. Not too happy, but I'd want Mick to be okay and want Joan truly happy so.-" Nikki chuckled. "Easier said that done. Let's say it isn't Joan, James and Mick. Let's say what If you really fell in love with a woman and then her ex showed up out of the blue and you learn that she still has feeling for him and your chances of happily ever after could be over with the kick ass girl of your dreams man, what would you feel?" Nikki asked with a hand on the younger mans shoulder. "Like shit man." He finally answered.

Joan sat alone in a hallway. Her mind restless. She glanced down at her hand to see the ring James gave her and her mind went back to him proposing.

(November, 2002)
Mr. TommyLand.

Went to check out @Sixxam why we were touring in the same area. Check out the Sixxter still killin it. And check out my little sister Joan destroying the drums... Just like big bro taught ya Rebs.....

JoanJettSixx. I already told you you can't call me that after the insistent in '01 Lee!

Joan rolled her eyes as she finished typing her comment. Tommy, Nikki and DJ all went to hang out after the show, but Joan wanted to head back to the hotel and get showered. James ended up staying behind with his girlfriend, even if she encouraged him to go have fun with the guys.

James exited the bathroom just in time to see her finish her eyes roll. "What's with the I roll babes?" Joan smirked and held her phone up. "Oh he filmed it." James said with a confused look. "The caption!" She said with a look. "Oh." He quickly read everything and then started laughing. "Your talking about the kiss?" James asked. "Fuck yes. He Lee thinks he can hit on me like that, kiss me and shot and then when I turn his advances down he flips some switch and acts like a protective big brother!" She snapped. James snickered and put her phone back on the bed. "I read the Dirt baby Doll, I payed close attention to your chapters and your story and I remedy reading that Tommy basically raped you in the bourbon room years ago. " She scoffed. "That doesn't count because Mick- He was put up too it. But the last time was all him." She muttered.

James smiled and pulled her into a kiss. " I'm just happy that your all mine." The man muttered after the kiss. Joan smirked and pulled the man in for another longer kiss.  " Joan?" He asked after she pulled the only thing she had on- off. " Yea?" She asked moving closer to James. She kissed his neck and started to pull on the belt to his robe. " Joan, I love you." The girl froze after she hear him whispered the three words.

" I love you." He repeated louder this time, taking her hands on his. "Are you going to say anything?" He asked after a few moments of silence between them, other than her breathing anything. "You love me?" She asked in a shocked tone. "Why do you sound so shocked?" He asked confused. "Because- I- Relationships have never ended well with me and I-"
He pulled her into his lap and into another kiss.

"I read your book remember. I already know what you feel about yourself Joan, but I know you and I know your amazing, talented, beautiful, sexy, smart, an amazing mother and your just so-." She started laughing as he continued to name off everything he loved about her, why he loved her.

He kissed down her skin and spoke softly as he went to work pleasing the woman that he loved.

"I-I-I. James. Baby I-I." It took all she had to even try and get the words out. After all she's been burnt before and even though she's known herself that she loves James, she was t so sure she could get the words out. He smiled kissing her lips. She was on top of him, working her hips in a circular motion. "She looked deep into his eyes after the kiss and her heart melted, along with the walls she had built up around herself. "Oh Fuck. I love you too." She said looking directly in his eyes. He groaned and flipped them over so he could be over her once again.

"Marry me?" He asked after he continued to thrust inside of her. She was cry now, holding onto him as best she could, lost in emotion and all the feeling bubbling inside her. "Yes!" She screamed as they both finished. He rolled off of her, but pulled her body close to his as they both tried to catch there breath. "So- A yes to the marry me part, or was that yes just because you were about to cum?" He asked softly. "Because I meant it. I love you and I want to marry you Joan." He said sitting up to look at her. "I meant it too- Yes I'll marry you." Another kiss was shard as they got comfortable in bed, and started to dream about their future.

(End flash back)

"Looks like some little Doll needs some coffee and to talk." Joan jumped and looked up to see Vince standing in front of her with who coffee cups. "Vinnie?" The blond smiled. "Yea. Thought you could use a friend." She smiled and stood up, pulling him into a hug. "Thank you." She whispered. "Hey you've been there through some of my hardest points Doll, I'm not leaving you hanging when I know you must be at war with yourself." The singer said sitting down, she did the same taking a coffee from him. "But what about your family vacation?" She asked. "We'll my family needed me home." He answered with a smile. "Now let's hear everything!" He said taking a drink. Joan took a breath and started from where she thought it all started.

(Updated)

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