Babysitting Skylynn

Chapter 39

Jaileen's POV:

At the end of the night we made our way back to the hotel. Hayes has left with Nash and Cam and Matt came with us.
Currently all of the guys were in my room getting rowdy while setting up Netflix on the TV. I went down stairs, they were getting to frustrated.
I wanted to see if there were any fans who didn't get to meet us down there in the lobby.

"Its Jaileen!" One girl yelled
"Shhhh" I put my finger over my lips because the desk guy look irritated
"Let's go outside"

There was about 6 girls with me and we were outside taking picture and I was signing phones and other stuff.
Once we were done we were just talking.

Fuckboy #1:
G: hey where are you? We set up netflix lol
J: I'm downstairs with some fans, I'll be up in 5 (:
G: alrighty. Tell them I said hi aha
J: will do!

"So jack gilinsky just said hi"
"Oh my god are you serious?!"
"Yup! Okay well guys I have to go right now"
"Oh, wait what time is it?"
"Uh its, woah its 11:56!"
"Wow!"
"Okay, well it was lovely meeting you all and getting to talk. I love you guys so much!" I hugged each of them individually
"One last question, when are you all leaving?" One girl asked
"Um, well be here till Monday night I believe"
"okay! I love you"
"Love you you too!"

I walked to the elevator and headed up to the room.
"Ayeeeee!" Matt yelled as I walked in
They were watching some weird movie and I just plopped down on the couch since the guys were all on MY bed.
I went on twitter and as soon as I opened the app "nadison" popped up. It irritated me because people were feeling bad for me or either shoving it in my face. There was even people who were being rude to my fans, I'm not gonna sit here and say nothing about it.

@Jaileenmichel: say what you want about me I don't care but don't you dare say anything about the people that support me.
@jaileenmichel: I love you all endlessly don't let someone's ignorant comment ruin your day babes

I got off, I couldn't stand seeing those pictures.

I was being so distant from the guys, I was feeling a whirlwind of emotions and I didn't want to be apart of anything right now. I haven't even noticed that the guys fell asleep, well all except Kenny.

"Hey Jaileen" he whispered
"Yeah?"
"You okay?"
"To be honest... No"

We took a walk around the hotel and we ended up at the pool with our feet in the water.
"So are you gonna tell me what's running around your head?"
"Nash"
"Ah. Was it about what happened earlier?"
"That and other things"
It stayed quiet for a little
"Okay Kenny, no one knows this but, Nash.." I took a deep breathe "Nash cheated on me" I tried saying that without feeling completely and utterly shattered.
"Are you kidding me?"
I shook my head.
"Wow I'm so sorry" he tried to hug me and i pushed away.
"Don't hug me. Im afraid I'll cry. Let me finish and then maybe we can hug"
He chuckled "alright"
"Okay well, one day we had both came back to north Carolina and I was on his phone messing around and taking pictures, then he got a text from an unknown number I remember the exact text and it read "can't wait until you come back to La babe. I already miss you" I looked back at a few messages and I saw nudes. I questioned him about it and of course he denied it. I tried to make it work, but knowing that he was cheating on me with someone from where he spends 99% of his life just made me really wonder. And I made it final and I broke up with him"
"Why would you guys say that it was just distance?"
"That wasn't entirely a lie. But I didn't want to make him look bad. He has thousands of fans and I didn't want them to think their idol is a bad guy. You get me?"
"Yeah, yeah I get you. Would he ever accuse you of cheating?"
"All the time. As you know jack and I talked a lot before the tour and he would always check my phone to see what we talked about. I told him about this tour and he went all crazy and started accusing me of only wanting to go to be with jack"
"And don't think he's a bad guy Kenny, because he's not."
"I wasn't thinking that, but the fact that he thought you were cheating while he was cheating actually makes me kinda mad"
"Don't be mad. Just forgive and forget"
"What did he tell you at the AMA's?"
"He told me that he doesn't like Madison and that she kissed him and that he loves me and blah blah blah"
"Bullshit"
I shrugged.
"You know, you are the only person I've ever told. And I feel really relieved now"
"Can we hug?"
"Yes, Kenny we can hug"
We got up and hugged it out. He hugged me really tight. I know he felt sorry for me. Everyone did...