Unexpected Breakup

Part 4

You woke up to a very pleasant and delicious smell coming from the kitchen. You looked around, Jay wasn't in the living room nor beside you.

"Jay?" You called him wondering where he's at. "In the kitchen" he answered. You smiled and got onto your feet and started walking to the kitchen following the smell of carbonara spaghetti.

"Are you hungry? I made your favourite" he said as you nodded sitting on the chair at the dining table waiting to be served with heaven; food.

He puts a plate full of the spaghetti and handed you the fork for you to eat. You quickly took your first bite and hummed as it was very delicious.

"This is so good" you said complimenting his cookings with a full mouth. He chuckled and sits infront of you, admiring you eating his masterpiece.

You realized he wasn't eating. "Aren't you gonna taste it?" "Watching you eat is enough for me to know it's good" he smiled. You shrugged but at last he eats.

After dinner, you both lie down on the bed scrolling through each other's phone when your headache suddenly strikes. You didn't want to take the medicine in front of him.

So you decided to ignore it for a few minute until Jay went to sleep. Little did you know that it was a bad idea, your head hurts more than it has been before.

You can't help but to drop your phone aside and winces in pain while grabbing your hair at the spot where it hurts.

"A-are you okay?!" Jay asked, concerned and worried. You couldn't say anything at all so you just shook your head and begin to cry as it hurts so bad.

Jay panicked so he ran downstairs to grab some headache cures and came back just to see you have passed out. He dropped me medicine in his hand and shakes you to wake you up but you no response.

Being scared of what happened, he immediately brings you to the hospital. Coincidently, the doctor that are in charge of taking care of you is the same doctor that you have been seeing for the past few months.

"Is she going to be alright, doc?" The doctor suddenly remembers that you didn't want him to know so he lied "Yes, she will be okay" without waiting any longer, the doctor slightly bowed at Jay and left him with you.

He sits down on the chair right next to your bed. He is surrounded by mixed feelings. He took your hand and hold them tight while his other hand go through your hair.

"Baby wake up..." he said hoping you would wake up right after. He sighs and without realizing, a tear escaped from his eyes.

The next day, while Jay went out to buy some fruit, the doctor decided to check on you. When the doctor was writing something on his paper, you woke up. It took you a whole minute to remember what happens last night.

"Did you tell him about my illness?" The doctor shook his head and you sighed in relieved. "Looks like the tumor has grown bigger, you must tell him so that we can perform surgery" You were listening to the doctor but you're looking at the window.

"Excuse me" said the doctor and left you alone in the room. A few seconds later, Jay arrived. "You're awake?" you quickly turned your head to Jay and smiled weakly.

He quickly sits down and hold your hand while squeezing it. "Does your head still hurts?" you shook your head slowly. He smiled and admired your beauty.

Should I tell him? What if I died during the surgery? What will happen if I refused to do the surgery? Am I still going to live?