I took my time going home just thinking about what just happened an how it happened . Was it to much lips ? Too little ? Did he feel what i felt all these questions were running threw my mind .
When i finally reached home my mother was sitting in the living room hand in hand with her boy friend . I dont know why they were smiling at me for but they looked super happy . I had to break the awkardness .
" What " i asked starring at my mother .
" Me & Ronald are getting married " she sound so excited . But i honestly didn't give two shits . I was angry. I glanced over at Ronald then back at my mom . I shook my head then simply ran up stairs without saying a thing .
I guess no one with understand . Its not just anyone that gets a connection with your dad . You too become super close . Your dad goes away to serve for our country . Your mom decides that long distance relationship's don't work . She goes off and runs and marry's a guy named " Ronald "
I pulled out my macbook and facetimed with my dad . He told me he's fine and he'll be home before i know it . Thank god . What my mom doesn't know won't kill her . While she aways use too complain she'll never see him again he'd always facetime with me checking on me .
After i hung up . I looked down at my pants . It was all covered with tears . I took them off . My computer started going of but i was looking for shorts . My dog ran up on my computer .
" No juicy leave it " i demanded as she ran off . I found some light blue shorts . They were like sweats but they were really short . I looked im the mirror and looked at my self . They looked like some serious twerking shorts . I took my shirt on leaving my tank top on . I walked back over to my laptop and sat down pulling it on my lap . My facetime app was blinking as i opened it Roc was starring at me .
" oh shit , how long you been there "
" long enough " he said flashing that kool aid smile
" you shoulda told me you were gonna call , i look a mess "
" no , no , no you look perfect "
" no , its okay you don't have too lie " i told him
" no but i like your shorts " he said winking . " um earlier "
" huh what about earlier " i asked trying to play confused .
" i dont know , it didnt feel like other girls , it was just perfect " he started smiling . " oh your lips taste like strawberries " he licked his lips
