INFINITY LOVE

CHAPTER 12

many days has come and many moment has done, but this day is different because this day is september 16. our wedding anniversary, i can't stop thinking about this since yesterday.

i woke up early when i thought it's already morning but when i grab the curtain a cloudy and a winter dawn show me up. so i need to go back in sleep but instead of getting back to sleep i grab my modern paper in my mini organizing office.

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i'm here in the room of our future daughter, greg want to make this room right away para prepare na daw, but i though masyadong mabilis para magplano eh wala pa nga.

once i sat my butt on this mini chair i start writing my message.
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Dear: honey, babe, love, sweetie, my husband.

i prefer to write what i want to say to you later because if you know honey i can not say this personally because i'm a shy type. but in bed i don't think so hahahahahah.

anyway hon, i know it's been a long time years for us together and every single day still there's a dessire between us.

i know you don't know about this because we didn't talk about this before because we don't open some this kind of topic diba?

but Since i saw you for the first time in pmpc party, i knew that i wanted to be with you for the last of my life. whenever we see each other, i can hardly think because you completely confuse my feelings. i spend every spare minute thinking about you. that may sound a little over the top, but it is true. i can not imagine anymore how my life would look like without you.

what are you did to me greg? you making me crazy. you always putting a butterfly in my tummy.

i can't elaborate my feeling right now honey, i want to say everything to but how? hindi ko mabilang. hindi ko na maintindihan why you making me feel like this. i think i'm the only girl in this world. i feel so love.

i will never get tired saying thank you to you greg because you deserve that, through your all sacrifices and working hard for our relationship you always understand me even though i'm the one who really wrong in every argument. iniisip ko tuloy masyado mo akong inii-spoiled.

you making me feel how am i bless having you in my life, being with you is a dream. i never felt so much incomplete when i always with you. i assure that i'm safe every minute and every seconds being with you. you really mean a lot greg that's why i love you.

and lastly our future family.
i'm sorry greg i can't give you a child right away, we try naman diba? but it's always fail. minsan  nag tr-try ako mag pregnancy test but it's always negative and that's gave me disappointment everytime i try secretly. i can't blame you if one day hindi n ako, na baka one day you will find another woman who gave you a complete family, everytime i remember all of that hon it's always making me cry i felt sorry for you hon.

but hon i know it's wrong wishing you that you can stay with me through my worst. because it's a nightmare for you. but if you gonna ask me about that honey i'm gonna say i can still love you with our without anything. i love you honey!!

you the second one who complete my life. happy wedding anniversary babe

-mrs.araneta❤️

ps: don't you dare getting jealous about the last line, it's a dad hon so wag ka mag selos hahahah

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after i write the last line i wipe my tears and closed the note i write, i gave this to him after the party that mama meldy prepare for us. i'm also bless having my mom.

after i closed my notes i get up and wear my robe again.

i was about to enter upstairs when my tummy start to crumbling again.
i really want to eat right now a pizza, i'm crazing this past few days i really want to eat a lot na, why all of the sudden my body habbits gotta change in just one snap. hay.

i really can't tempt this.

i walked uptairs.

"hon, hon!" i waking him up. i don't know why i do this kind of asshole. i waking up my husband because i want to eat a pizza. it's kinda weird.

"hmmm" he yawned.

"nagugutom ako hon" i said while hugging him

"then you should eat babe" he said while still sleepy.

"honeyyy! i want pizza, and donut and ice cream and everything" i said irritably, para akong bata. ano ba to

"okay okay, wala ba sa ref" he asked calmly before getting up.

"honey i was not be able here if meron sa ref" i said irritably while nakasimangot..

"okay okay, uutusan ko nalang yung psg sa baba' he said and fix his shirt before grab his money in his drawer before clasped my hand and we walked together downstairs.

"your really a weird honey, why all of the sudden your craving for donuts and pizza that's insane" i don't know but his answered make me irritably.

he was about to handed the payment to a psg when i stop him.

"it's okay. hayaan mo na matulog na kayo psg." i said and walked upstairs.

"honey honey irene" he's calling me out.

"what" i said and turn my gave on his way, "i'm just asking you" he said modulating his voice.

"don't talk to me please, matulog ka sa sala" i said and locked the door.

"Irene honey please" he begging. but it doesn't matter nakakainis parin siya.

more minutes to come when i didn't hear anything. i opened the door.

"please?" he begging with me, i see in his eyes.

"okay" i said and lay myself in the bed without anything. no more chitchat no more anything.