INFINITY LOVE

CHAPTER 26

a hard noises and the stroke of the waves i heard right now while i was laying in this wood bed while my eyes still close.

i slowly open my eyes, a antique ceiling facing me up. asan ako.

i can't feel my stomach, i felt so much relief. i can't recognize anything. i can't remember anything.

i stood up. i rolled my eyes to determine where i am.

all i can see right now is a full of wood and the calm sea.

"asan ako" i murmured.

i open the door.

i'm wearing a white plain dress

i caressed my back, i'm full of sweat.

i can't see anything, lumibot naman ako.

"mommy!!" i heard some cute voice in my surroundings but i can't see anything.

"honey you need to wake up, it's been a year" i head some muscular voice in my left ear.

"irene!!!!"

"ireneee!!!!"

"please"

the noises become hard and loud in my ears, habang tumatagal mas lalong nagiging magulo i can't indetify anything.

i cover my both ears.

"ahhhhhh" i shout.

"lumangoy ka hayaan mong malunod ang sarili mo para makabalik ka sa kung saan ka dapat" a cracked voice i heard in my right ear.

naguguluhan ako.....bumabagal. gumugulo, hindi ko na alam.

i start to walked, my feet is full of sand.

dahan dahang lumapat ang paa ko sa tubig, palalim ng palalim hanggang sa.  i fell off. "tulongg" i shout when i felt my ankle start to cramps.

then suddenly my breath stop.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
"hon!!!!" i open my eyes, i see greg in my sight.

i rolled my eyes, i see everybody staring at me.

"anong nangyayari sayo" he clueless asked, i scoff.

i slowly shooked my head before i sat up. i stare on my tummy.

"nanganak na ba ako?" i asked to them, they slowly shooked their head.

so it's mean hindi.

"anong nangyari" i see how their forehead frown.

am i acting weird.

"your acting weird bunso, may sakit ka ba?" kua bong bong walked beside me and put his palm on my neck.

i slap his hand.

"inaasar mo nanaman ako eh" i said before i roll my eyes.

"no i'm not i'm just checking you tho." i said. mama meldy hugged me.

"i think you need to rest first, siguro dahilan to ng bigla mong pagkabagsak kanina" mama meldy said then parted our body.

i think so.

"mabuti nga hindi ka napaanak ng maaga, naagapan ang pag sugod sayo dito sa hospital, that's why you are safe now" ate imee said then she caressed my hand.

i felt so relief.

"we can go home later but before that you need to rest first." greg softly said.

"i don't think she's safe pa kung dalawa lang kayo sa bahay niyo" mama meldy response.

"ma" ate imee look at mama.

"i'm just concern." mama meldy added.

then i remember why not? tutal malapit naman na ako manganak.

and this past few days it's more difficult for me to recognize everything. dahil napaghahalo ko ang panaginip at ang totong pangyayari.

"pwede bang makituloy muna kami sayo ma? while i was pregnant. for good nalang rin" i said..

"Irene you have a husband already you need to asked that on greg, you both need to talk about that" ate imee sarcastically scoff.

i look at greg, i know he's not agree about my idea but i can't see anything good in our home anymore except on our memories.

para akong unti unting pinapatay sa bahay. para akong nakakulong sa sarili kong kulungan.

habang tumatagal mas lalong dumadaming panaginip na naihahalo ko sa totoong pangyayari.

"irene we have home" greg emitted that get me pissed off, but i can't do anything because he's my husband

his decision is matter also

i just nood my head.

"thank you to your offer ma pero okay nalang din siguro kung matututo kami ni greg i handle ang ganitong sitwasyon" i said.

"that's why i want you to know irene" ate imee emitted i just rolled my eyes.

sometimes ate imee is become oa.

"sige me, i need to rest" i kiss her cheeks, then i do the same in bong bong and liza but not in ate imee.

"your really different irene" she said the she left out before i turn my gaze in greg. he look so serious.

"pagtatalunan ba natin yon?" i said

i didn't wait his answer instead i cover my full body with my blanket.

this is the first time na hindi umagree si greg saakin, he choose ate decision over me.

i wiped my tears.

more minutes when i heard the door slammed.

i can't handle but my tears start to fall.

i'm now sobbing over the pain. what are you doing this to me greg. i don't know but this is the first time i felt so much imperfections.

the fact that you don't care about my feelings and you fucking choose ate over me

mali ako i know but ahhhhhhiiidont know.