The Perks of Being an Overly-Attached Lover

Chapter 7

- Keziah -

When he thinks I am ready enough, he kisses me on the lips and parted my thighs. I felt his crotch growing and gulped with the thought kung kakayanin ko ba siya? I shrugged off the thought and calmed myself. I felt him entering me slowly at napansin kong medyo nahihirapan siya. I whinced in pain but I manages to assure him that I'll be fine. Napahiyaw ako nung bigla niyang idiin ang tears streamed down automatically.

'I'm sorry baby. Masakit ba? You are so tight. Do you want me to take it out? Sssshhhh baby sorry..' he said and kissed my tears away. Kumapit ako sa biceps niya and widened the parting of my tighs pero masakit nung gumalaw ako. I really can feel how huge he is. My flesh is screaming in pain at I can feel his warmness.

'No, hayaan mo lang muna akong masanay sa'yo baby. Dahan dahan lang.'
With that he obliged and moved slowly. He is tugging my core and nibbling my flesh. Masakit pa rin but di na gano'n kasakit kasi nada-divert na yung attention ko sa kakaibang sensation na ginagawa niya sa upper part ko. When I got used to his manhood, I was able to join his rhythm and we moved faster and faster as we both reached our climax and slept as we hugged.
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I woke up just to find Zyrex looking at me intently.

'You look so gorgeous while asleep babe..' he said. So... pinapanood niya ako habang tulog? I was urgent to wipe my face baka may trace ng laway, nag-blushed ako sa ginawa ko kasi para lang akong tanga.

Zyrex just smiled at me and kissed me on the cheeks and on my forehead.

'I love you KZ. You look like an angel having her peaceful sleep.'

'Naba-bother naman ako babe, I mean kapag tulog lang talaga?' I said and he laughed aloud.

'Ikaw talaga. Syempre everytime yun. Okay na ba pakiramdam mo babe?'

In fairness, ang caring nya.. sana hindi na matapos tong gabing to. But I blushes on the thought na I'm no pure anymore. Pero hindi ko maramdaman ang pagsisisi dahil mahal ko naman siya. Mahal na mahal, in fact.

'Hmm I felt sore', I said straightforwardly. I saw him smiled na para bang natutuwa sa respond ko. 'But I'm starving Zy, nakakagutom pala yun at nakakapagod' I added. Natawa ulit siya.

'Alright, I'll cook our dinner. Ano bang gusto ng baby ko?' Paglalambing niya. Parang sasabog na yung puso ko sa tuwa. Ito na ba yung ibig sabihin ng linya ni Juliet sa isang passage na; My hands are small.. I cannot hold these much happiness -- I'll break.. pero nahiya ako dahil ako itong babae pero hindi ako marunong magluto.

'Babe, sorry.. hindi ako marunong magluto ha? Pero kahit ano, okay lang sa'kin..'

'It's okay babe. Pero gusto ko dapat maging matapang ka na ha? Kung ano yung mga nasa isip mo, ilabas mo. Wag mong hahayaan na may mang-api sa'yo ha? Lalo at baka wala ako para ipagtanggol ka.. just always remember that I love you sooo sooo much..' and he kissed me fully in the lips.

I wasn't able to react because he left me there hanging with questions that was unspoken..

Habang kumakain kami ng dinner, hindi ko na napigilan pa yung sarili kong magtanong tungkol sa sinabi niya. Masyado akong naba-bother.

'Uhh babe, about what you said, bakit naman wala ka para ipag-tanggol ako? Iiwanan mo ba ko?'

He looked at me intently then he smiled at me.
'Hindi ako mawawala. Nandito lang ako palagi. I promise..'

His words are soothing and calming. Ipinagpatuloy ko nalang ang kumain dahil gutom na ako. Not knowing na that will be the last time na makakausap ko siya...

The next thing happened is that, hinatid niya ko sa bahay, sent me a message saying that their band was discovered by a producing company in Australia. I was so happy and gave her my full support dahil alam kong matagal na niyang pangarap yun. Pero kasabay ng pagsikat niya, he broke up with me through a message saying he needs to leave me. His bandmate Zero, came back to Philippines but I heard nothing from Zyrex. Hanggang si Zero na nga yung nasandalan ko..
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- Zyrex -

Shit! Shit! Hindi ko nagawang pigilan yung sarili ko. It wasn't my plan to take her. But I think, that would be the best way to mark her because I just want her myself. Mine and mine alone. It was such a selfish act but if you'll be in my position, you might do what I did due to desperation. Damn! Desperado na ako! Mahal na mahal ko siya. Pero kailangan ko siyang iwanan para ma-protektahan. Kinailangan kong gumawa ng paraan para hindi niya ako makalimutan at ako lang ang maalala at maisip niya kahit sa araw na mawala na ako sa kanya..